Woke up and it was 6 am Crawl out of bed and pick up the paper It was more bad news People been raped And people been abused Look at the window, pouring rain I miss you so much now It's just driving me insane Because you are gone and You are happy and I am sad and Dreams last for so long Even after you left You loved me still But there's one thing I want to tell you You were meant for me Stared at the smiley plate In front me but it didn't want to talk So I make myself some coffee Only to burn it This has got to stop Pick up the phone and Dialled Mum's number but no one picked up The day's getting so long And it's only just started Drown myself in a shower And I just want to hold my breath Until I suffocate but that's just pointless Because I will never see you again I know you love me and soon You will see how much I do love you... I go about my business And what will I say when I see you again? You surround me everywhere I am Even if you're not there with me I have my dinner and I get ready for bed Put on my PJs and hop into my bed I expect someone to come lay next to me But no one does