I was molested for years as a child also, with no help, experienced hurting on a deep mental level I could never pin point or fix. Depression, anxiety, panic disorder, fibro etc. Maybe thats why I was drawn to this band in the first place. I felt Chesters pain. His death makes me want to give up sometimes but also I know he'd want us to be strong. I'm gonna try to be strong. I've seen some people saying horrible stuff online, and I don't care what people say this man was STRONG and most of them will never understand the unrelenting torment of mental illness, childhood traumas, etc have over a person. RIP Chester.