Tell me again that this isnt happening I knew death was inevitable But i am not ready to face YOU I havent covered up my sins as yet Please give me one more year to live And I will proove to be worthy of YOUR judgement Tell me again that this isnt happening Why should my beloved one suffer alone in YOUR world YOU are taking away my right to protect YOUR creation and my love Why is it that YOU had to pick me out of all the ripe fruits I am not ready for the pain that YOU are going to inflict on me Please give me one more chance Tell me again that this isnt happening What about him? Who will he look up to ? I still remember the first time when he clutched my hand and planted his first footsteps Now he might be a big fish in a small pond But everytime he wanders off into the wilderness, he would still need my hand to show him the right path Please give me one more chance Tell me again that this isnt happening What about the life i never had ? What about my dreams that i never lived ? Are they about to be shattered right in front of my eyes ? Why are my questions going unanswered ? I pray to YOU for one more chance Tell me again that this isnt happening Now i know that my prayers arent being heard A miracle was what i was hoping for But now i see the end is coming near Now i see the white light at the end of the tunnel I am still pleading you to give me one more chance Tell me again that this isnt happening Why do i see angels lurking in the thin air Are they here for me ? Now i know that there is no turning back I can see the look on their eyes; the stark reality of death staring at me I beg for forgiveness, please give me one more chance Tell me again that this isnt happening So now i know that my tomb is being engraved Can i just wish for one last thing; YOU can call it a death wish My whole life was under YOUR nurturing malevolence So i am leaving behind a legacy of sullen happiness And i want it to be endowed upon my only grandchild; take me away and leave my happiness with him Tell me again that this isnt happening Is it over ? That was fast! I really couldnt feel a thing It was like soft touch that lulled me into an eternal sleep Please give me one more chance; Can YOU send me back ? ......X...... P.s : I just found this piece of writing today concealed in a very old diary of mine. The writing, i guess is very plain cuz i wrote it when i was just 10, after my grandpa passed away....the writing dint have a title in the beginning, so "The Words That Failed To Coax God" was what i could come up with at this moment...
Not bad. Pretty amaziing for 10 years old. A lot less complex and vocabulary-heavy then your recent stuff though.