I still recall, the times we had, I want them back, want to experience them again. And it hurts so much, knowing that I have to move on, and can't have back what has already been. But I live on, remembering the past, remembering you all, and the quiet,warm nights. Right now I manage, but I'm in denial, I have to understand, and lighten my load. 'Cause these wishes and thoughts hurt so bad, along with this love, I never knew I had. So everyday I have my moments, from time to time they highlight my day, then why do I still cry so hard, and have to long back this? I gaze outside and watch this place, where we used to always be. There we laughed and cried, talked and listened, why did we have to differ? Feeling down I always had, the right person to talk to, how come it doesn't feel the same anymore? Realizing this, made me think and wonder, 'cause there is nothing else for me to do, than forget those times, there will come others, stop torturing myself, and live on, without looking back. PS! : Am I getting annoying in this forum or ...?