I know... that's true.... I have to just prepare myself for the end of everything... I can't believe that my karma would have this in the cards for me... to be betrayed by the one person I had really come to love and trust completely... it is a sick, sick joke I tell you. I have been nothing but honorable, trustworthy, serving; a wonderful lover, friend, and mate... I don't deserve this kind of treatment. I don't want to be the main woman, I want to be the only woman!