Seeing test results. I have been unfortunate enough to see the downfall of my grades year after year at college. Everytime I try to do better, I end up disappointed and I kinda lost hope at this point. It's even harder to focus when everytime I take a test, my depressed mind keep telling me " you won't make it" and I go through this internal battle everytime that I eventually forget what I need to write. Pisses me off..