RANDOM THOUGHTS 26 [CLOSED]

Fuck.

Too much to do for school. Too fucking much. I keep trying to learn everything and maintain a social life and go out with gf every day, and I just keep failing at all of it. I calculate how to spread my time and I keep coming to the conclusion there's just not enough time. And then there's this bitch in History class who just can't wait to give me an F, just because I managed to avoid it the past three times. So even if I managed to learn for a C or a D, I'd still get an F. She'll find a reason. And then there's German, Latin, Maths, Physics, Chemistry, Art, Geography... everything you can possibly imagine. FUCK.

 

^Dude, don't go out every day. It doesn't work like that. You've got to make some sacrifices.

Says the dude who's been procrastinating for the past three hours.

 

I dont always quote Robert. But when i do, he is right.

You really should took some breaks from going out. Just try to safe time for the imortant things.

 

i understand that u want to spend as much time with ur girlfriend as u
can, i would too, but when u've got school shit to get done u really just need
to put ur head down and do it bro. i assume u talk via text, facebook and
shit when ur not together, so if u chill out on the daily hangs u can just use
those services to remain in contact.

 

See this is why a lot of couples from my high school break up in college.

Hopefully that doesn't happen to you, but you gotta know that acads and your parents' money are more important than the GF. I'm pretty sure she could understand if you could tell her that grades are more important.

In happier news, I survived my first sem in college and I got my driver's license.

 

Congrats!

 

i think i realized why i dislike my job, or at least don't like it as much as i should ...
it's not creative nor free.

 

That's the problem. It's not that I'd die if I didn't go out with her for a day, it's just that she would be going crazy. Every day I try to get at least an hour with her, even if it means studying til 11 or midnight later, and then she comes and complains that we don't spend enough time together. I eventually caved in and at her request started texting more, but I fucking hate that. I hate communicating with people I know via computers and phones. And yet I love being here with you guys. Weird. I go to a super hard school and she goes to a super easy school ina whole different town and the problems just never fucking end.

The logical sacrifice would be to lay off this place or internet in general, but fuck it.

The logical

 

truth. bless u.

 

Oh, and I got an F on the Latin test, with 49%. Forty-nine percent. I needed fifty for a D.

 

Well, if it makes you feel any better, I just screwed up a physics test really bad today. I had trouble focussing on studying for the test as I was really really scared (When I tell this to people, they tell me to snap out of it and that I'm fine and I'm complicating things for myself. They ask me why I'm scared, I don't know) I wanted to bunk school but I decided to go and write the test. There's no way I'll pass it despite it being really easy. I thought if I faced the consequences I'd be better and I won't make the same mistake again but it only made super depressed and I avoided my friends for half a day. I'm scared to go to school tomorrow because if my teacher had corrected my papers and if she gives it to me, I would be crushed as I'm already not very confident when it comes to physics. I find that subject complicated. The only thing I held onto was the fact that I've never in my life failed physics and now that's not true anymore.

 

I'm writing my Latin test on Thursday. Such motivation.

 

it's okay. u will be fine.
h e a l t h

 

I broke my right arm today. Yaaayyyy.....

 

"I'm typing this with one hand. Not for the usual reasons."

 

r u sure they were putting in fillings?

 

I might as well get used to it when I have two research projects due before Thanksgiving break

 

Nothing more fun then realizing you drove to work without your glasses.