for me numb is being pressured to be someone im not "im tired of being what you want me to be" "all i want to do is be more like me" theres pressure on me to give up my pride just to fit in, acting like someone else and not be what i want and do what i want just to fit the profile of someone who is accepted. they think that would make me happy... but it wouldnt its not a very good explanation because its from something recent that happened and its hard for me to explain without saying specifics