This is my new song, called left, it isnt finished yet, i still need to write a couple more verses and i will look through these ones again and probably change a few things. Im also looking at making music for this on my guitar or keyboard. Please read it and tell me what you think so far, it is a rap song as apposed to slowly sung. Left I woke up one morning and realized my dad had left Asked mum where he was, said he was laid to rest I was eight years old and i cried in my bedroom all day Wondering why my dad had been taken away Never did a thing wrong in his life Not one small mistake he never stepped out of line Fifteen years old and I started moving on in life But there hadn’t been one day where he wasn’t on my mind Then one day I learned the truth and was crushed My father didn’t pass away he abandoned us I stared in disbelief all teary eyed Mum said I was too young she had to lie Said I loved him too much and was only 8 How do you think I feel now with you lying to my face Why are you comforting me now mum Your no better, saying I didn’t have a father The way I see it now I don’t even have a mother For 7 years ive been lied to by my own flesh and blood Ive been living a lie this whole damn time She said lying to me was the hardest thing shes ever had to do But I couldn’t say that he didn’t love you Now that I know my dads alive I wanna know how hes getting by But when I think and turn back time He didn’t even care about his own child So why should I give a shit about him and his life I can remember all the times I spent alone with a cold shiver But I made it to fifteen without a father figure For seven years I had to do everything on my own Now I hear my daddys coming home Said he made a mistake and never should have left No point coming back now dad your only doing it for yourself You say your sorry and you made a big mistake But dad don’t you think it’s a little too late Dad puts his foot in the door and asks “where is he” Your sons left just like you did back in ‘93 All the while im walking away now without a parent or guardian What id give just to be born again