note: capitals mean screaming... i wrote this write after i listiened to "easier to run" by LP and "hate me" by blue october, and right after my girl broke up with me (we got back together today) I Live in The Past, and I Hate It's Guts VI: it seems there are so many things i hate about your past but i just want you to live the life i never had and i just want you to know i'll always be there for you even if we never meet again, i will always remember you the things i remember are the stories you told me and i'll never forget the day you said you would always hate me but these stories you tell, they are things i cannot stand your memories, they're haunting me, over and over again! C: the things that you say they will never go away and now i wish you never told me your secrets because i live in the past and i hate it's guts VII: depression and suicidal thoughts never leave me alone and i love you so much, so will you pick up the phone? and will you tell me that you love me just one last time? because i never thought you could stop loving me on a dime! one day we're obsessed love shot sky high and then the next day we crash and i JUST WANNA DIE! (c x2) B: it's tearing me to bits the day that we split there's a gun to my head and right now I WISH I WAS DEAD! (x2) (c x2)