I use to listen to LP when I was younger but not hardcore. Lately, I’ve been really getting into their music and I’m seriously obsessed with Chester. I’m just going to lay it all out. I’m 33 & I’m crushing on him so bad. The other day I was taking a shower and imagining he was there with me, just standing behind me, but not anything more than that. I try to talk to him to see if he’ll talk back somehow. I think he is the most sexiest man I have ever seen. It’s crazy. I’ve been watching so many YT videos of the band and him. I’ve learned so much about his childhood & personal life. He has been through so much, like all of us. I can’t explain how special it is for someone like him to share so much detail about his life. It’s so weird, I don’t know what’s going on with me right now? I don’t think I’m serious about it, but I’ve had a few thoughts that maybe if I killed myself, I could see him. It’s pretty crazy! I don’t know what is going on! I wish I could clone him or something to get him back. He is so sexy and talented. I love his voice so much! I like to sing as well & man! I wish I could’ve met him and shared that passion with him.