Got Something You Want To Let Out?

Arghh! Why the fuck would these bitches tell me to do this much fucking work for them? I'm not going to sleep at all tonight trying to finish this project, while they get tucked in their beds at 11:00.

 

You deserve a hug :hugz:

How did your friend die?

 

You deserve a hug :hugz:

How did your friend die? [/b][/quote]
yes, you do need a hug :hugz:

 

i hate my teacher...he told my mom somethign that wasnt even true....and i got sent to the principle and i got my revenge...teh teacher got fined!

 

You deserve a hug :hugz:

How did your friend die? [/b][/quote]
in a car accident...

thanks for your hug

 

same's happening to me right now. except we havent argued... yet. then again we havnt spoken for more than 5 minutes. but there is an atmosphere and i hate it.

 

Wow. This thread has lasted for so long!




started in aug 25. running till now.

 

Nice work Omega/Mechanical christ.

 

If you're really that scared, it's truely in your best interests to see a doctor...

 

Argh. Sometimes I am really stupid.

 

my parents are trying to send me to counciling just because i get pissed at them a lot. they think something is wrong with me and my mum is trying to force me to talk to her, but what the hell am i supposed to say? if there is something wrong i am completely unaware of it, so why don't they believe me when i say i don't know? and they can also fuck right off if they think i am seeing a counceler. there is one thing wrong but what the hell gives them the idea that i will tell a complete fucking stranger? and when ever i say 'i will talk to my friends about it' she just says 'no because they havent had the life experience!' SO?! they actualy know me! and i am actualy likely to tell them stuff! :angry:

the one person i may talk to about this also may not want to hear it right now... he is kind of busy so i don't want to talk to him. also i am affraid he will tell my parents. last time i told my mum something in cofidence she told everyone she knew, now everyone treats me like my life is shit and isnt worth living, and they all try to cheer me up when i am perfectly happy.

 

Don't worry,everyone's stupid once in a while

 

everytime i get drunk i get together with mu exgirlfriend. i hate it.

 

Um... then don't get drunk?

That's the only advice I can think of.

 

Sto to radis onda? Nemo pite.

 

Don't worry,everyone's stupid once in a while [/b][/quote]
Except for me.





























I'm stupid all the time.

 

I love my dad, but it's hard to say if he loves me. Hasn't called me in a long time, and i'm not going to call him. It's up to him to talk to me. I regret alot of things that I done during High School. I never should have gave her that damn letter, opening yourself up can leave you stranded. I hang out with my friend too much. I want more. I both love and hate this damn drama. I used to tell myself that it's good for my art, but i'm starting to think it's a lie. I hate alot of stuff about me, it's like I have a split personality. I'm jealous about everything, even when it comes to friends. I want to be the only friend, the best friend. I miss my cat Jumpy, he was a good cat. Coming to the lpa forum has become a ritual to me, a type of oxygen for me. I have to know what's going on with everyone else's lives. I called Kayla earlier today, she seemed alrite. It was a while since I spoke to her, I still miss her. I never really made a effort back in High School with girls, I thought if they want to talk they'll talk. I didn't want to "bother" them. That's what I feel like I did with the girls I loved. Everytime I tell them that I love them, they just black out. As if they never existed. It's mostly my fault, I keep thinking that maybe I should have tried to become a bit more popular. Like joining the damn football team or something, but I was scared. I like to say that it's my dad's fault, but how can that be? I see other people, like my friend doing alrite and he didn't grow up with his dad. I know my place.

 

:hugz: LJ.

 

Graduation was bittersweet for me.

Bitter part is that I have a couple friends that i'm leaving behind. One of my friends who is in my graduating class, I really care for and have feelings for, she feels the same way and I told her to "keep in touch" but i'm not sure what may happen. We are the only people that we trust right now (Me to her and vice versa) And to leave her behind like this (and I know it's right for her to start her life) is depressing to me because I really have no one to be around me...I feel lonely and abandoned.

 

Congrats on graduating. B)


I know how you feel. I left behind some of my friends too and my one and only person that I can trust is going to be leaving me in 2 months. You have to make some sort of communication towards her. That what I am going to do when John leaves me. It will be hard, I know, but you have to get through it. Be strong and make it work. :hugz: