Got Something You Want To Let Out?

I hate everyone because everyone hates me.

 

I hate myself because everyone else does.

 

God, I love her.




things seem to be going right for once : )

 

I wish she'd give me a sign that she wants to be more than friends.

 

:hugz: to EVERYONE on this thread :hugz:

it seems like you all need it.

 

me have a confession...

i was bullyed so much as a kid, primary and secondary school by just about everyone. but there were the main ring leaders and now i see one of those ring leaders every damm day. i just think about grabing the hair on her head and puting her to the ground, smashing off the pavement over and over again!

would never in a million years doing it though but the thought is always there...

 

A couple weeks ago at school I found a CD Player on a desk in my pocket and no one in my class said it as there's, everyone's. It was nice, a Sony with a\decent headphones and a SpiderMan2 soundtrack. So I put it in my Backpack because I thought someone left it there, and my CD Player broke recently. So have way through class, I thought I was gonna make a clean getaway. But then a kid came up to me that asked me if I had his CD Player, I guess he sat at the same desk as I did. So I took it out of my bag, and gave it to him. He was totally cool about it though, and I felt like an asshole, which I was being. Then everyone in class looked at me and I was so embarrassed, I said he was my friend and I was gonna give it to him the period after. Buts still, I was such an idiot that day. He's in my PE Class now too, but oddly he never mentioned it to me. It was dark because we were watching a movie though..

 

i think, that im being with people too much, that im used or something but i know im not, its a weird feeling but i know its there and it will always be there.

 

I want my life!!!!!!!!

 

Grrr! i refuse to be thought of as a 'booty call'! :angry:

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i think i may have broken my foot. i cant bend my toes at all.

i was on the river walk, walking my friends puppies w/ him, and i wasnt paying attention and half stepped off the side of the pavement. something i have done countless times.....but this time something got really fucked up. i dunno what to do. *sigh*

and its now 3:15 am. im sooooo tired! last night i was up till 7am and woke up and 10am and havnt slept since.

plus i think i have a fever. grrrrrrrrrr i am no not feeling good.

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these stupid guys! they only call cuz they want something!

 

damn i'm glad i made out i felt that way... otherwise we might still be friends right now, she has turned out a really evil and i'm glad i don't have to be around her anymore

 

i spoke to various people ,and i'm feeling much happier, i think i'll keep on trucking lol. thanks guys

 

oh well that 'i promise i won't lie' thing sure lasted long didnt it... it was all going ok and then she had to go and lie. again. oh well, she can fuck right off if she thinks i'm talking to her.

 

Fuck no.



I was sexually abused when I was a kid, by my school bus driver.




I changed the word,as perhaps it is better to use.

 

During the banquet on Friday, I was whittled down to 'the guy who could take pictures for you,' rather than the guy who could be in a picture with you.

And they wonder why I'm not in any of their pictures.

 

i don't know why she can't get fucking over it. I have, I can say honestly I'm happier. But she has to keep bitching about it to her stupid little friends.

 

Fuck no.



I was sexually molested when I was a kid, by my school bus driver. [/b][/quote]



:hugz:

 

Fuck no.



I was sexually molested when I was a kid, by my school bus driver. [/b][/quote]
:hugz: x lots!

 

I don't remember much about the driver though...I was only in 2nd grade.

The worse thing is, no one in my family talked about it. Not even my parents, I guess because they were too busy with there own lives.

 

Oh my Lord. You poor thing. *hugs you x1000000000000000000*