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Derek..
I really do not know how to give you 'advice' or maybe you're not even asking for it.
I'm bad at these things and i hope i won't make you feel worse or anything
but some girls just do this, to make you jealous. They want to see how you react by the fact she is dating someone else.
I think she does like you, but did you make a first step? to really telling her how you felt about her? I mean not like a month ago but telling her now how you feel for her. maybe after she realizes what kind of sucker she dated, and that you have been there for her always. and tell her that. If that is how you feel.

I really hope you work it out or find someone or whtvr.


ehm. I don't know how to place you in your situation , but this is just what i thought. :wth:

 

OMG I know exactly how you feel. I take ballet and practice almost everynight and my mom always tells me something that she thinks could be better. I've already broken 2 pairs of point shoes(the wooden ones) and my parents are sick of buying them. And as for the body thing........I used to make myself throw up in the name of ballet. Don't worry about the ballet exam though, i have confidence in you!. :hugz:

 

I already said something about this in Random Thought about 10 minutes ago.

 

Oh hun....it's mostly just how some guys can be total assholes to girls and some girls are just total bitches to nice guys, who don't deserve it. Maybe she gets a kick out of playing Manipulator. Flipping round guys, toying with their feelings, y'know....I suggest you not hang around her...I know, it's a suggestion, but if I were you, and I get this shit, I would've left, long ago. She sounds like the kind of girl who's, not loose, but likes toying with people's feelings. She probably doesn't care....I've been kinda in something like this before. You think they care, they don't; you leave, or try to, and they beg you not to go and you, a stupid fool, stay there with them. It's happened to me before so many times. It might just be what you have there with that girl now, but I say, the faster you end it, the less pain there'll be. I hope everything goes okay for you [hugs] :hugz:

 

DiSiLLUSiON: You have the weirdest sense of humor

Cameron: Great! *sigh of relief*

Runaway: I'm really sorry :hugz: My mom did the same some time ago when I was really small so I didn't know what was going on.
Seriously, sorry but your mom should learn the hard way that it's wrong, by forgiving her that means it's okay and she'll probably do it again, so I suggest not to forgive her unless you notice a difference or you really like your mom...

FreeYourMind: Do you do ballet because you want to or because your family forces you to? Nearly everyone I know who does ballet and is good at it vomits to have the right have which is very wrong and they're always depressed.
You should do ballet because you love it, you should make your mom understand somehow that it's a very hectic schedule and that it's not a shame if you don't pass the exam (even though I'm sure you will pass :hugz: ).

Derek: It's really stupid but true, girls fall in love with guys that treat them like shit.
I think that maybe you could ask her out, and if she refuses then stop all this nonesense, it's just going to hurt you even more. :hugz:

 

Leones is pissed.

 

Why? :hugz:

 

Why? :hugz: [/b][/quote]
:hugz: thanks

nah nevermind, I was just really pissed at my mother. I could have know it though.

 

A couple of months ago I refused a marriage proposal.

(I'm 18, for the record.)

I had been dating the guy who proposed for about two months, and had known him for less than five. Of course I'm going to say no, I'm way too young to be thinking of marriage, and I hadn't known him that long at all. So the relationship falls apart, although he still wants to be friends with me. Well and good. I leave the school that we both attend because of financial and stress reasons, and we keep in touch.

While on my hiatus of sorts, I meet another guy who to all observers seems very interested in me. I go on a few dates with him, and one thing leads to another, and suddenly I'm in a functional relationship with a very laid-back guy who won't push me into anything physically serious, and probably isn't going to propose anytime soon.

This is the kind of relationship I've been looking for, and it's with a guy that I really like. Sounds great, right? Well, the ex who proposed doesn't know about it yet. And just the other day I got a letter from him asking me if I could possibly try again. He claims I broke his heart.

I may have broken his heart, and I'm sorry for that, but I don't want a really serious relationship either physically or emotionally. I've got a lot of things on my mind--I don't need a neurotic boyfriend who wants me to marry him as soon as I graduate from college.

I want a life before a husband and family. Is that so wrong? If the ex is right, it is. But the guy I'm currently with is of the same mindset. "Experience before marriage."

 

i feel lonly at most times of the day, most people think im never lonly because the way i talk and stuff.

 

Ah don't worry about it. She just plays this little game and the next time she claims she loves me or anything, I'm going to say right to her face "If you loved me so much you wouldn't stay with John who treats you like absolute shit. Maybe its about time you put your money where your mouth is and prove it." [/b][/quote]
I'm glad things are fine...or semi-fine...I hope it turns out good for you .

 

I'm a little sad right now because I have no date to the prom. Yet I'm going by myself. All my friends have boyfriends and girlfriends, and now they've kinda dropped me and let me alone by myself since they have better things to do with the people they love.. I tend to wonder why, I've allways ended up with nothing. I had a boyfriend at the beginning of the year, but I lost him because of certain reasons that I can't say. I'm going to be at the prom, with my sister, and I'm gonna be standing there alone. I'm not looking forward to it at all, seeing as how my friend David will probably have something smart to say about it.

Love can suck. </3

 

Yeah, I know how that can feel. I've been the same way for a long time. I hate how people can be so damned rude about the fact that their personal life is better off than yours, and how they rub it in your face...there's no need for it, but it gets done anyways... You'll be fine, I've gotten through much of the same thing...anyways, hope you find somebody before the prom...

 

ok this is going to seem kind of random, and i dont really want to explain, but do i have 'walk all over me' written on my forehead? if so please tell me.

 

yeah, i did some project for my english class here at iowa state university. i did it on linkin park. it consisted of a required 3 x 3 foot tri-fold cardboard display and a 4-5 page paper to go along with it.. the paper, to sum it up fast, has to analyze your display and talk about a dominant impression about the topic. i got a B+ on the whole project (A- on the paper and B+ on the display). and it shows how bullshit english classes are. ive gotten a C+ on every paper before this and those papers, i thought, were way better than the one i did for this project..

so the point im getting to is: it pisses the hell out of me when english classes make you write about bullshit no one cares about. seriously, i dont give a fuck about some crap that i cant relate to in any possible way. its bullshit. i dont want to write a paper that people have done before me. I DO A TOPIC I LIKE AND I FUCKIN OWN IT. it shows how flawed the gawdamn system is. fuck the english department. i think im done venting but these college level english classes are bullshit. they dont prove shit.

**side note: ignore all my grammar and mechanics errors. i thought id get flamed because im ranting about english and paper writing and i know my post is full of them. but it IS a post and not some p.o.s. paper**

 

Yeah, esspecially when the guy who's rubbing it in my face is my ex. He can be a jerk, but I'm struggling to remain friends with him. It just sucks sometimes that's all.

 

i think my girl friend is cheatting on me... wiht the person i hate the most... kinda thought of this because she didnt accept my valentienes very well.... and.... i cant say the rest here

 

ARGH!!! I promised myself I wasn't going to cry anymore but I've failed myself again. I had good reason though! Let me explain:

Well I've been good friends with Brian for nearly a year now and we are pretty close- we only talk online though we have met a few times- due to distance we can't meet anymore. We have never been more than friends and neither of us would want it any other way. Also one of my other friends Kristy is friends with him. Kristy is best friends with Taryn who used to be my friend until she decided to go against me (long story) em and tarny now hate eachother with a passion. I've always tried to be civil with her despite this because I can't stand fighting with people but Taryn seems to want to ruin everything for me tonight was a prime example of this.
Well Kristy wanted to know a while back what Brian looked like and I didn't have a picture to show her so I pointed out a lad in our school who kind of looks like him and Kristy made a judgement from this that Brian was " fat". And tonight they had been having an argument on messenger and Taryn was typing but using Kristy's sign in as they were at Kristy's house. Taryn decided to start calling Brian and being generally abusive using his "weight" against him. So of course the problem arose of "how the hell do you know what I look like" So her answer was that I had been telling her he was fat etc. Which I hadn't Considering I'm big myself I wouldn't fucking hold this against anyone!!!
So Brian has fallen out with me and Taryn is making up a load of bullshit about stuff I've apparently said to Kristy about him which I haven't. She is turning him away from me and he just won't speak to me or hear my side of the story. He's blocked me on msn and that was my only way of communicating with him since he broke his mobile.
He really means a lot to me as friends and I'm so annoyed at her for ruining this for me. I just don't know how to make things right between us again?