Got Something You Want To Let Out?

*confused emotions*

hmm well I have this friend who said he was gay and he told me in confidance last year then somehow my best friend at the time found out ( not from me). Lets call her "M" and him "D". well M fell out with me because I didn't tell her about his secret. We argued and were really mean to eachother and haven't spoke since. Then recently D has started hinging out with M and my other friend. Then tonight My other friend told me that M+ D are together as a couple.

I feel kind of weird about this I mean surely he can't go from being gay to straight in a matter of weeks? It just doesn't seem to add up? Meh and I'm kind of annoyed because just the other day he was telling me how he felt" he could connect with me and tell me anything" so why the fuck did he keep this from me!
Am I wrong to feel angry and pissed off?

 

*sigh*

i wish "love" or w/e the hell u wanna call it was less complicated

as i said b4, im kinda caught up in a lot of shit right now pretaining to the male gender.

i really really like this guy, Matt. and he really likes me. but neither of us want to ruin his marraige. we had a one time thing together on saturday, and we cant do it again, even though we want to. i know he really wants to, its just the guilt he feels is too much at times, especially since she came to him saying she needs to change.

i really dont want to put a strain on thier marriage or anything, but Matt and i get along sooooo well, so we are gonna be/stay great friends. but his wife is sooo damn jealous, and even if we had never done anything, she still wouldnt "let" him h/o w/ me.

we are still friends though...he calls me everyday. he calls in the morning, b4 school to say good morning. he is so cute (in like every way) and i think abou thim a lot. he thinks abou tme a lot too. last time he hd intercourse w/ his wife, if was the insperation. lol. and we talk dirty on the phone sometimes...like this morning. its weird cuz we cant physically be together, but we can talk like that. idk it may not be that weird.

and he tells me taht if things EVER dont work out w/ his wife, im the first person he is calling. lol. im sad we cant be together. but im deff. not the type to jeopardize his relationship. that is y i'll go w/ w/e he says, even if i want different.

and if ur wondering y i could even do this, its cuz his wife is horrible to him. she is mean, controling, and abusive. they shouldnt even be married, and the only reason they are is cuz they were HELLA high on X. *sigh* sry. this is just a bad situation. i wish things could be different. im glad that she is trying to change, but i wish i could have him. hehe at least he misses me, that is waht i need, to be missed.


haha

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yeah, sry tmi im sure, but idk, im sure none of u have had this kind of thing b4, so this wont help me much....grrr

 

That's bullshit. My class gets a lot of shit from eighth graders. It sucks. A lot.

 

grr i hate my parents.

and i nvr wanna eat again.

grrrrr......

:'(

 

I should be happy...but I'm not.

Depression sucks and I wish it would go away.

...

 

I have a strange attraction to freshman girls.

 

So do I...only...I'm in the seventh grade.

 

The girl I had a crush on sided with my ex! :angry:

 

How unnatural, seeing as you're a sophmore and everything

 

How unnatural, seeing as you're a sophmore and everything



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Most of my friends like 10th grade or higher. No one I know in my grade has dated a 9th grader.

 

Most of my friends like 10th grade or higher. No one I know in my grade has dated a 9th grader. [/b][/quote]
9th graders have cooties, you know.

 

Aren't you in the 9th grade?

 

Yes, I am...but that's beside the point.


I'm an October baby, I missed the cutoff date by just over a month.

 

I know what Lyndie is, but my point was that if 9th graders have cooties, then she does too.

All of this ignoring the fact that she was being sarcastic, too. :whistle:

 

9th graders have cooties, you know. [/b][/quote]

















AHHH! GET THEM OFF ME! GET THEM OFF ME!

 

And here I am, the youngest of the bunch (Besides Razan), watching in confusion.

 

Well I do spend a lot of time out side...










Sarcasm on the internet = amusing and confusing conversations.

 

I'm asking her to the prom on Saturday. Wish me luck.

 

I got cooties from spending too much time with Lyndie. Its contageous, you know!

Ahem...yep.

Or maybe it was that half a year that I spent as a freshman in high school this year before I went back to homeschooling?