Got Something You Want To Let Out?

i feel left out, i dont even know if i still exist, am i ghost?
i feeel so ignored :'(

 

Join the club of about 7 or 8.

 

i didnt get caught. he is the coolest guy ever though. like i mean ever. we have sooooooo much in common! and he is soooo freaking hot! i have nvr met anyone like him before.

if only he wasnt married. oh! i jsut cant leave him! its all complicated now! we are only friends w/ benefits, and its not like im tryign to make him leave his wife. i jsut want to spend time w/ him, and he is so great in the bedroom, which makes it even harder, but its not like we have any time for that anyway, and im probly only gonna be able see him on the wknds anyway!

and we are such good friends! it doenst feel like we have only known eachother for 2 days!

ahh!!!!

grr...well even if we cant be friends w/ benefits we will still be good friends.

haha im by far #1 on his list if he ever divorces his wife.

but for right now i have to keep this secret (in my circle of friends) *sigh* good things always happen in such bad ways!


he likes me so much, he wishes he wasnt married, and he shouldnt be married anyway. :'(

but im not trying to b/u his marriage, if he chooses to do this, it is him. i cant make his decisions for him, and its not like i want to stop. i just dont want anyone to get in trouble or get killed. *sigh*

 

I will just say this: be careful. Not about getting caught, be careful with your emotions. Already it seems like youre getting attatched to this guy which is a BAD idea. I know because I just went through a similar situation. You may say youll "wait for him" or whatever, dont. Waiting only gets you hurt and jealous and theres no guarantee that his marraige wont get better. My advice: stay friends. Dont get too attatched. In fact, think negatively about it. That way if something ever does happen, youll be surprised and itll be better. Just dont let yourself get hurt repeatedly because of one person. If it was meant to happen, it will happen. Just give it time.

 

I don't know what that means...

Wang = Chinese

Sensei = Japanese

 

Hey heres something for me to add to your little comments;SHUT THE FUCK UP!

You treat the people on these boards with respect otherwise don't expect to be treated with respect yourself. I reckon you oughta be banned for those little remarks [/b][/quote]
Banned for what? He didnt say anything bannable. Chill the hell out about it.

 

i know about that whole not getting attached thing. and im not waiting for him or anything. if someone better comes along i will deff. go for it. but i cant help but like him. i wouldnt be such good friends or friends w/ benefits w/ him if i didnt like him. *sigh*

we have a lot of ground rules. if anything gets out of hand we will stop the benefits part, but we will still be good friens. we are too good together to end that part.

im complicating things too much. im just gonna go w/ the flow....

damn me and my magical man power! :angry:
at least thats what it feels like. i have way too many ppl in love w/ me to handle. grrr....

haha i dont even think im that pretty, i dont understand.

haha Matt is just so incredibly hot. i cant ignore. he is the hottest person i know. and the fact that he wants me, and he thinks im "awesome", his way of saying incredibally amazing, i just cant ignore those kinds of feelings.

haha if nothing else, i was w/ the hottest guy in the city
haha and now he is a good friend. lol im so bad. but its good. lol i wonder who else has any situations anything like mine.

hehe ty for all the replys. i appriciate it.

 

Banned for what? He didnt say anything bannable. Chill the hell out about it. [/b][/quote]
Damn,Did I even post that? I must of been in a bad mood or something,sorry about that '

Sone really good news!:
SARAH'S GONNA BE OK!!!!!!!!!

 

Damn,Did I even post that? I must of been in a bad mood or something,sorry about that '

Sone really good news!:
SARAH'S GONNA BE OK!!!!!!!!! [/b][/quote]
OH MY GOD!!! :hugz: I'm so happy for you :hugz:

 

^^^Thank you,and thanks to everyone who's shown support for me over this dark time.

I've never actualy been so happy!

P.S I know what sensei means

 

I don't know what that means...
[/b][/quote]
Sperm

 

Sperm [/b][/quote]

 

ok, well the relationship/friends w/ benefits thing is over btn me and Matt. he feels too guilty, and i knew he would, but we will still be friends. hahaha i just think its funny....in a horrible way...




@Hellflame- im soooo happy for you! thats great. all the best.

 

my bf stoped seeing me

 

dude thats great news to hear. lol i feel a little bit happier knowing that your happy

 

I swear, that on and off of the forums, I am surrounded by morons.

 

I dont like sluts and attention seeking whores.

 

Sperm [/b][/quote]
Oh, like CSI.

 

dude thats great news to hear. lol i feel a little bit happier knowing that your happy [/b][/quote]
Thanks

I feel happier knowing your happy about me being happy

 

I hate the students in charge of the talent show :argh: (Seniors)
They wouldn't let us (our group) in the talent show because they were afraid of being beaten by 7th graders!
Yes, they're in the talent show...I wonder how? I mean, they are SO talented...could it be that they're in charge
We finally got in by alot of complaints, notes, teachers, the whole package, we wouldn't let go of it.
We only have 3 days to make up the rest of it, while the rest of the participants had 3 months!
We're so screwed...
But no matter what we WILL beat them!

I haven't been on for so long...I miss this place...feels like a long time...

It's weird, my mom came back from her trip so happy and she's being all nice to me and got me a MM and LP shirt from London!
She's acting a bit too nice...
I'll enjoy it while I can.