Got Something You Want To Let Out?

Yeah I know You guys are the best.

Yeah, first girlfriend. Strange thing is, i know that there's no chance i can get her back, but im still hoping that she's braking up with her boyfriend sometime so me and her can get back together. Everyone says that I should forget her and move on with my life, but there's something in me that doesnt want to move forward. I just want to go back to the time when I had her and just freeze that moment.

God, love sucks

 

breaking*

Agreed.

 

Damn

 

Yes...yes it does

 

i feel your pain man, my first girlfriend and i were together for 3 years, when i found out she cheated on me, she said she hadn't any feelings for me what-so-fucking-ever man, and that our three years together was a waste, after i broke the guys wrist, nose and multiple fingers i cried because i knew i could never get her back no matter how much i take my anger out on this guy.

I know what you mean, moving on is much harder than people think. even now when i think of her i still have feelings for her.

Hope you get through this mate and if you ever need to talk just send me a PM.

 

Thats awesome

Thanks Im just typing all my stuff and emotions in Word, and maybe i'll send it someday to her.

 

I have a notebook full of lyrics I wrote about my first, so we're kind of alike on that

 

Hmm that's a really good idea actually, but instead i just beat the living shit outa her new boyfriend, wish i had wrote it down instead, although by doing so if i saw it again i would probly go blind with rage and the following day:

*day at school*
Matt: Hi
Me: *woopish*
Matt: my fucking nose again!


yeah love sucks lol
egh were three heatbroken guys, i might write some stuff down about now.

 

Im just typing the things I remember, and how I met her and stuff. When all that is done, the emotional stuff is going down and than i'll have a hard time trying to type it and trying to put some sense to it.

 

I tried the same thing, like when my gran passed away a few months back i tried to write down memories and everything i could about her, but i cried so much i couldn't even type

 

I didn't even try writing down our memories, I was just writing how I felt and my feelings of how she gave up. First song in that notebook was written on the day that our 1 year anniversary was supposed to be.

 

Sorry to hear that

Im thinking the same thing would happen to me Everytime when I think about her I start crying. For all the things shes done for me, and ive been a jerk to her a couple times. I regret all of those things ive done to her.

 

I don't think i've cried once over her.

Do I feel wrong?

 

well i looked on the bright side, after that i could grow my beard again

and thanks man

 

So did i, so did i.

Friskey: Maybe It depens how you broke up I guess. We broke up with no fights and still talk to each other. Or it just depends on the person.

 

your ex not let you grow a beard? mine said it felt like she was kissing a carpet

Friskey - how'd you break up? arguments or anything?

 

Umm, with the exception of the fight we had when I punched her best friend's nose and didn't talk for 48 hours, she broke up with me out of the blue in front of her friends and her cunt of a mother mind you, on the way back to my house.

Yeah. Out of the blue. Mind you I can be a very sensitive person

 

It feels wierd when it's just outa the blue, although no better knowing it's gonn happen.

 

Trust me, thats the worst feeling She told me a couple days earlier before she was going to my place. I told her to think about it for the love of God. The night before she came, she almost made her dicision and i wasnt to happy about it, but I asked to still come to my place so I could just see her for the last time. And that night I cried with her, on my bed. it was more like a waterbed.

 

Yeah aww man lol

It's even worse when the WHOLE SCHOOL knows your going out with her and everyone thinks your the perfect couple