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I almost killed my friend today.

 

What? Why?





Mali I am going to send you a PM right now. I'm really sorry to hear this, I love you very much and you really don't deserve this. No one does. <3333

 

just got word that my dad has a tumor in his spine... maybe cancer

im in such a shitty mood right now :'(

 

My problem is as major as most of them in here, but, well, quite frankly, it's my life, so it's a bigger deal to me.

I'm afraid I'm going to fuck up at my job when I actually finish the training and start. I don't know if I can do it.

 

damn, I hope it's not cancer!

 

it is, so i will have a hard time the next months

 

I'm sorry to hear that....I really hope he can get better.
Just be strong and don't lose hope, ever.

 

How old is your father?

 

48 i think, way to young

 

I had word that one of the Chicago explorers passed away yesterday. He was hit by a train. Just a few weeks ago, he was giving me advice on steam tunnels and lockpicking in a cafe in my hometown...now he's gone.

Today would have been his 24th birthday.

Rest in peace, Dev. I hope heaven has a tunnel system waiting for you.

 

Tomi, I'm sorry. I've said it before and I'll say it again.

Your mother's a fucking bitch.

 

That's hardly saying anything...

 

So I cried horribly hard two days in a row.

Once to my girlfriend, once because of my best friend.

 

Four of my friends got arrested today.

They're all looking at 6 months to a year in jail.

 

im very sorry to hear about this. hopefully their charge wont be that long, or maybe a cheap bail. hope you and your buddies get through this...




Today, i went through my myspace, and looked at my school's forums. earlier i posted some advice for someone, and a few people agreed with me. then someone posted this:

"dont listen to him, hes gay."

THEN, someone else posted:

"hes not gay, hes a fag."


to tell the truth, it doesnt offend me, but it fucking sucks that people who dont even know you just bust out with shit like this. yes, im gay, but does that make my opinion obsolete? at first i wanted to throw down and just beat the living shit out of people, but then i remembered that i am better than these little fuckers. i am a SENIOR, and these FRESHMAN are already calling their shots. god, it just pisses me off soo damn badly.

 

Damn dude. Thats rough. I hope that doesnt go through, cuz you could loose four close friends. I would flip, if that happened to me. Its come close though.


Anyways though. My Dad almost died in Iraq, not because of bullets, or explosives, but because the U.S Government deemed it safe enough to send him overseas when he had a serious blood disease that was destroying his liver, and kidneys. We didnt even know about it. The doctors checked him said he needed to stay states side to recieve some serious treatment, but the damn officials sent him over anyways. Thought he was good enough. Three months later, and hes being rushed back here, in critical condition. I think thats bullshit. They now say hes going to need 2 years of intense treatment, just to stabilize him!

 

Jon- . Hope he's ok.
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@Masato- Immature little shits.

 

Yeah, I know. I mean, its just a days job for them, but they could just ruin somebody else's life with it. .
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Hmmm. Last exam tommorow.

 

My friend is going to jail for 7 years. It sucks hardcore, dude. I'm with you on this one.