Got Something You Want To Let Out?

for everyone.

 

Tomi, I know what you mean about the moving and leaving peoples problems behind. I'm moving next month away from here. I dont know if I am happy or sad. I am leaving behind friends, a girlfriend and my brother...and I know I'll never see some of my friends again after these exams.

I also am unsure about whether I want to go or not...at the moment...I want to go, start fresh meet new people. Tomorrow, I might wanna stay.

Also, I'm confused...badly. I've recently started talking lots with a girl I used to like, who is my best friends girlfriend. I know they're not right, and she tells me little things, but doesen't feel confortable telling me it all. I think I might be falling for her again...even though I have a gf, I'm leaving and I know I dont have a chance.

I think thats about it.

And Amanda...I know what the effects of Cancer is like, and the scare it can bring again. My best friend had cancer, and was given the all clear, but had another lump appear. We were all scared...but it came back all clear. It was scary, I know what its like. *hugs* Even if it is cancer, there is so much that can be done now, and with all the support, it will be fine.

And I'm sorry about your dog, it must be hard to take it in, especially knowing that not much can be done, if anything.

 

You ever feel you like someone more than they may like you.


I hate it when that happens.

 

...and so the world comes crashing down.

She tried to cheat on him with one of his best friends. How stupid can one person possibly be?

He's better off, I think.

Pathological liars make good girlfriends do not.

 

o man....
I just found out that a girl in my years mum was murdered last week...stab wounds to the heart. It says something about a 16 year old girl was in custody (and the girl in my year is 16...) though im sure it was no way her.
I just dont believe it...Its a bad time for it to happen to her...GCSE's at the moment and everything...She should get automatic grades though I think, with teacher predictions.

 

Why would she care about her grades if her mother was just murdered?

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Emotional rollercoasters are occasionally fun to ride. And get thrown off of.

I feel more secure, I guess.

 

I'm not saying it like that...
What I mean is its the worst time for someone who was hoping to go to college...get a good job (ok there isnt a good time)
I dunno...its just that this is gonna affect her badly in more than one way, as in emotionally and for her future.
I mean without gcse's you're not gonna really get far.
Aah i cant word what I mean.

But regardless of the whole point...she's still gonna get the grades she would have got, but she just wont sit the exam.

That probably still sounded heartless...well when I heard I had a tear in my eye...just so you dont think I am...

 

I should push my mom out of the car when we're driving to Kelowna.

*mutters*

 

Apparently I'm supposed to fill in for the mail room woman on Friday because she's taking a mini vacation. Linda, who usually fills in for her, has high blood pressure problems and can't do it. That I can understand. What I can't understand is why I am chosen to do this? I have never worked in the mail room, so I don't know how to do things in there. Why put a person who has no clue of what they are supposed to do in charge of that? Plus, I have my job to do. How am I supposed to balance my job and the mail room job? Like, what in the hell? What makes matters worse is that my boss won't be here on Friday to even try to lighten the workload.

I am so fed up with everything in all existance.

 

As you said, Everyone seems to be having a bad time recently. Hope all your problems get better as soon as possible. I guess, try and take your mind off things for a
while. As Holiday said, to all of you.

Even if we aren't religious, we'll pray Amanda. No one deserves this, and nor should you. We're all there.

 

Dad's appointment is Friday.

 

I wish him good luck, Amanda.

 

Same. <3

 

- to all that are in sad or upset

<3 - for all that feel betrayed

If i could do one thing, is for everything here to come out Well.

that;d be a wish.

 

Thirded.

 

Yes, me too. <3

 

Fifthed.

 

Wonderful, more grade stress.

 

OMG i'm soo sick and tired of competitiveness today at the athletics carnival a girl i grew up with all though skool was soo competitive and kinda got on mi nerves she even chucked a spaz at a teracher from fouling her and chucked sand at him (it was funny though) but anyhow i just didn't bother and just ignored her and didn't try and was muckin round lmao and she got the shits at me cos i wasn't tryin other then that i had a good day

 

Look hun, don't stress. Why don't you come clean with your mom. She can't be that pissed off at you can she?