Got Something You Want To Let Out?

Good for you, Amanda. Have fun!

 

I'm smiling so widely you can see the filling in one of my molars.

Last night was probably the best night I've ever had. There's something about successfully infiltrating the old Pillsbury Mill. It might be the hour I spent sitting on the roof, looking at the Minneapolis skyline while drinking Jones soda with my buddy Glass. It might also be that it was the first time I explored with the Hollow Hills crew, or possibly even the thrill of evading the 24-hour security on the premises.

I've been inducted into the UE community, they tagged me Russian. Now, to do it all again tonight!

 

Ty russkaya, tolko ne sovsem! XD

*comforthug to friskey*

Yeah, I borrowed that.

 

I seriously think something is wrong with me.

I don't know, I just seriously believe that I need to go back on medication due to this depression. I know I have clinical depression, I have most of the symptoms involved with it. Thing is though, I had problems back in elementary school and I had to take Zoloft and Depakote, but my parents took me off of it because they said I looked like a drone and I was fine after that, you know going through the normal things a teen goes through and then the day hit I think when Angie broke up with me, and I believe that it took me such a blow that emotionally, she killed me and thats why I feel this way right now...I really haven't been happy since. Sydney was my only hope left and now she's gone, so I dont really have anyone here to confide into. And I know if I tell my parents that something's wrong with me that they're just going to make an excuse of it, saying that "I just stay inside the house all day doing the same thing and not going out to meet new people." Well i'm sorry but how can I when I dont have a car or a job, or go to school?

God, i'm just really fucking frustated with everything right now. I need help before I lose my mind.

 

What a great night, =]

 

KevinhugIreallyhopeeverythingturnsoutokay and Amandacongratulations.

 

Hey guess what people, after I was cleared of having something fucked up that was causing me blackouts I now might have a puncther in one of my lungs.

I'm fucking prone to injury.

 

the boyfriend vs. the ex

this can't end well. =[

 

Well, heres a tip


Make a choice of who.

and your set.

 

*headdesk*

I'm not going to let anything happen, even if he tries.

 

You don't get what's going on.

 

Then I rest what i said.

 

Oh my god. Emalie is in the hospital right now. I haven't heard from her all day and I started to get worried, now I know why. This fucking dead man who was stalking her got to her last night and beat her almost to death, she's in intensive care right now. She's on a respirator and it's the only thing keeping her alive. I'm so scared, I can't lose her. I don't know what to think right now, I'm so scared. I just can't be alone right now, I'm crying so bad, I need her. Oh god.

 

oO What the fuck!?

Best of luck to her, I hope you don't lose her.

 

Nate *hugs*
In my prayers as always, hun.

 

Same. Hope everything turns out allrite. hope the fucking stalker burns in hell.

 

Dude Nate...best of hope goes out to her...hope she can pull through.

 

Thanks.....I'm going to see her tomorrow, I'm just so scared.

 

All the best, Nate, I really hope she recovers soon.

Amanda, don't rush the choice and you should be happy with it .

 

Dude I hope she's okay and everything returns to normal soon. Best of luck to both of you.