Got Something You Want To Let Out?

You're damn beautiful Holiday.

 

Tomi, Ozzfest comes to Jersey on August 4th.....

....

YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS!

 

i told that fucker off...good

 

Aw, thank you, dear.

 

argh my stupid guitarist has cancelled practice tomorow, which means i have to play lead, rythm and sing, holy shit, i aint that good, noone can fill in, all got 'other plans', thanks

so now we got... a very basic drummer who doesent actually learn the songs until were in the studio, a bassist ive never even heard play, and me

this is gonna be a fun 4 hours....playing the whole of...erm...4 songs....

o and my gf told me that she tried to commit suicide, and one of her exs has tried to kill her 5 times...and beat her...

funfun

 

Ahhh, fucking idiots who didn't come to the track meet today. We won all of the banners except Junior Boys. And we lost it by around 5-10 points, which we could have won if they other guys didn't skip. Fuckers. <_< On the bright side, I shaved off 1s off my personal best. 27.25 (200m), slowly working on my time, but hey, good nuff for me. Bryan got first place in 200m overall with 24.47s. And I managed to get 2nd place in my heat, I was soo happy, lmfao.

 

It feels good to tell him about it.

Even if it is what it is.

I'm just glad he understands.

 

i feel like its a kinda rough <3 start.

 

I hates my life right nao though

 

Blargh. That post last night was a bit emo, so. pretty much just shorten it down. I need apologies. and i only realised last night. but no-one will apologise. Probably none of them even remember what they did, let alone that i exist. 2 of them i don't want apologies from. they can burn in hell before i forgive them. and i know i'm not completely blameless here. far from it. i was a bastard to some when i had no right to, and i'm willing to apologise too. but i've been going on about this for days, and looks like it's not going to happen, but i guess i just miss having them around..

 

I've never felt this way about anyone else before.

But I'm loving every minute of it.

 

I can't believe anyone would actually want to go to OZZfest this year.

D-Agreed.
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which movie should I see first? Metal: A Headbanger's Journey, Silent Hill, The Rocket or Scary Movie 4? I'm kinda leaning towards Silent Hill.

 

Silent Hill.

 

I'm getting tired of people not being bothered to do anything on friday nights anymore. There was a time when there used to be parties like every friday night but now it's a rareity to see any...

 

Yes, I completely agree with you...there doesn't seem to be anything going on.

Now, If I want to do something, I need to go to work...that's no fun.


I miss my raves. :sad:

 

Ah it didn't turn out too bad tonight. I called up people from my band and we worked on a song for a few hours. But still I wish people would put a little more effort in seeing as some wont be here next year...

 

aw, yeah...my Friday night hasn't started yet...I have to work until 9 and then I work at 10am the nxt morning.

last night I went to my friend Dan's house and he hit me with pillows and we watched a movie. lol.

We tried to go to a rock show...but it was over already. :sad:

 

I thought I was in Random Thoughts for a second. There's my personal confession for the day.

 

I know someone who talks about suicide casually, and it makes me want to kill her because she is just doing it for attention.