Got Something You Want To Let Out?

So she's in love with me.

What the heck.

 

Amanda, doing it for yourself is fine, what matters though is that you still have to keep a good self-esteem even if you're not currently satisfied of your body.

 

I know that. But it's really hard.

 

I believe you, but you CAN decide if it's hard or not. It's all about how you see events, facts or situations that affect your life.

YOU have the power to decide if it's right or not.

 

"By your powers combined, I am... Captain Planet!"

I had to.

 

Damn.

I've just realized how much of an asshole I am to everyone around me. Parents, friends, whoever. I don't know why I am, but I guess it's just me. Not that I'm bitching or anything, but it's kind of depressing, but it's only my own fault I s'pose.

Bleh.

 

Oh just STFU, that's what I get for being serious ... It may sound cheesy but it's true.

 

I'm a sucker for anything that ssounds good. when i say i dont...

 

I think they do like me. It makes me happy.

 

...they hate me...and it's my fault...

 

Y'know, I think I'm starting to believe that everything happens for a reason...

 

Why am I always ill or injured

 

Aww

 

its only tuesday....still like 3 more days of school this week, life is slooow at the moment, especially considering its coursework support every night and im ill, *sighs*, o well, stop moaning, better just get on with it,

 

It's true...everything does...

 

Why on earth won't they work for a change ? I'm lazy but they're acting like they're on a holiday when they're at school. Ok you're supposed to have fun but they just don't finish stuff or even start stuff and I don't wanna fail this year so I wind up making everything for them because we're supposed to be a group.
That was my life till monday I just didn't care anymore and we hadn't finished anything. I was sick one day and they didn't do anything not my fault right. Now we have to make it before Friday. I wonder if it'll get finished without me doing everything this time ...

 

Dude...seriously...sucks to be THAT lazy...huh? (I mean your classmates)

 

Yeah it does but I'm a bit lazy too not about schoolwork. I like to lay down half a day watching movies once in a while (i guess that's normal).

 

I had this weird dream last night...I dreamt that I got shot in the stomach by some guy and it didn't even effect me, only problem with me was I limped...I dunno, it just seems something weird is going on that I don't even know.