Got Something You Want To Let Out?

..Justin is pissed about not being #1 on Teresa's top 8 over me...

She's at his house right now...

She knows exactly what i'd do for her.

...it hurts so bad to know that I will always be a better friend to her than she can be to me...


she is at the place the betrayal was in the begining...

FUCK!​

...

 

Friskey and Holiday; I can't think of anything better to say.

 

I would, but I really like her. 5 monthes. But I talked her into never hanging out with him again.
The scary part is that Before her I was fooling around with this girl with a boyfriend, and we started out the same way. Just friends, and then bamn, one night changed it all.

 

Apart from ur awkwardness with ur close friend, i can totally relate. Reading ur post just brought back some tough times when i was younger. i was made fun of a lot cuz i was a little overweight when iw as younger. I was a bit chubby, i'll admit it, but some of the jokes i heard really hurt. I remember waking up 6 in the morning everyday fearing the thought that i had to see these guys in class. I ended up skipping lunch for a whole year and developing some personal problems that has reall affected my life because of the trauma i experienced. Some ppl can be so cruel and i'll never forget what they;ve done to me. Even to this day they've really affected how I carry out my social life. Even through all this pain i've never thought about suicide. I hope you stay strong and get through this.

* goes to room and puts on hybrid theory for the millionth time to help let out the anger....

 

Why do we do this to ourselves?


Sooo check this out. I'm not sure if anyone read my post on like page 180 something. If you did(thx if u took the time), i mentioned that i liked a girl and i slipped a card into her locker and left my e-mail. I spoke to her for months only by e-mail without her knowing who i was. i would get so excited when she'd e-mail. I mean wow, i went crazy. She e-mailed like once a month claiming she was busy. I believed it.. I was 16 and had no confidence in myself plus i had some personal problems in the way. Well when i finally told her who i was she stopped talking to me. 6 months ago i spoke to her online and she geniunely sounded like she wanted to be friends. Now today after months shes fnally online and she signs off when i go on. i check my other sn and see that she blocked me. sooo this whole time she never cared, she lied, and she totally disregarded everything i said and tried to do. Its still a lil complicated to explain, sorry if it sounds a bit confusing.

as lame as i sound, i was 16 and i had a crush on a girl. knowing that she never cared hurts no matter how u grow up and try to move on....

 

wow, i chat on msn and under my name i wrote message to her calling her a bitch prettu much. well she IM'd me and asked me if that message was directed to her. i lied and said no lol. well we had a convo and it was actually kinda nice. as mad as i am, it was still..nice. i'm going crazy

 

I GOT MY GIRLFRIEND JEALOUS.
All my posts in this thread so far were girlfriend related. coincidence?

 

im sorry man...i agree, no matter how old you are or knowing that something will never be, you cant just stop liking someone. but to play you around like that isnt fair, have you said anything to her...,

o wait, was she who you talked to in the message after...?

anyway...triple post man, watch it...

 

I hate people who have big fucking mouths.

 

I feel really guilty.



And i proabbly was the reason for it

 

thesungoesdown - use the edit button. it's there for a reason.



So...I found a really great friend of mine's myspace. I haven't talked to him since the week of my birthday last year (June 3rd) and I really miss him. The thing is, I have no idea why we stopped talking and hanging out in the first place. I would call him, but I don't know where I put his cell phone number. I'm thinking about messaging him on myspace for him to call me so we can talk. I don't know if that's a good thing or not. I just wonder why he hasn't been calling me? I do feel guilty for not talking to him, but he should as well because i know he has my number and he could have called me anytime since then. I'm sort of scared to message him because I'm afraid he'll say something negative back at me. But then again, he may not. All I know is that I miss him and I wanna hang out with him like we use to. I'm just....nervous about trying to establish our friendship again.

Should I or shouldn't I?

 

What I want to know is, what the hell is wrong with my ex? When we broke up I figured we could try the friend thing. When I go on a date with this girl Leah, she gets pissy and decides to tell Leah's brother (who she supposedly dated before he moved to Florida) that I was stalking Leah. Not only that, she bitches to all of my friends, trying to make me look like a jerk, and after I tell her that I want her completely out of my life, she forces her way in by trying to become friends with everyone I know! She's going insane and I can't fucking stand her!

 

wow...that happened to me, sortof. my ex suddenly after i broke up with her became all my friends friends, and then she became more popular sorta thing, but shes in year 9 and im year 11, and more year 11s ask "wheres shannen" than "wheres mathew"... lol, anyway, just tell her...shes hurting you by doing this, so dont feel bad about shouting at her and telling her to move on and leave you alone.

honest, i know how it feels, and it will keep getting to you more and more...

 

Tired.hungry.hurt.

 

am i being selfish because i don't want him to talk to his ex girlfriend...even though they have a son? he doesn't want me to talk to michael and i don't, and he broke up with me for her once already.

i really don't want him to talk to her. i tolerate it because of the son thing, but she still doesn't have to talk to him all hours of the day. it is tearing our relationship up. big time. as of this morning i'm not even sure we have one anymore. and i don't know what to do. `

 

well rosanna, i dont think you are being selfish, but i suppose you just have to trust him...but if he doesent want you to talk to your ex but he his talking to his...i dunno, lol, i would say you need to talk about this whole thing, but that makes it sound like its really bad... hmm but yeh, just talk to him about it.

 

I'm a horrible friend. I can't believe I stole his guitar part for our song. I could tell he was upset the entire time we were practicing. I really hope we can come through and buy that half-stack, so we can practice and write our own music the proper way. I don't want him to just stand there with nothing to do. I feel so bad. But I'm going to give him his part back and just play the parts I was playing before.

 

Wow.
My uncle has cancer and something growing on his neck, and here I am whining about a girlfriend. I'm pathetic.