Got Something You Want To Let Out?

:hugz: You've just got to either tell her exactly how much this is bothering you and explain everything you feel, or distance yourself from her. If she's the reason that you feel like this and you're sure of it, removing her from your mind and thoughts is going to make you feel a lot better. She isn't a friend if she'd say stuff like that to you. If you need to talk i'll be on MSN [/b][/quote]
Ah yes, MSN...now if the damn thing would work

 

I'm surprised this thread is still in use, it's been here since august

 

damn, i'm gonna try that one day. [/b][/quote]
I am gunna do that!

 

*mega hug* :hugz:

I'd like to tell you forget about her, but I know how hard it is to get over a broken heart. I kind of lived your stpry but it was between me and my best friend and other jealous friends. They decided I wasn't worth them.. If you wanna talk, you can PM me, e-mail me or add me on MSN

 

I'd like to confess that euh.

I think guys in general are way more attractive then girls
Though I'm only attracted tó girls
Most people aren't good enough to know me
I'm not that often horny, but I do as if I am
I love hugging (hmm am I bisexual? certainly hope not )

oh, and i'm gonna quit smoking tomorrow! eeeevil me

 

I'm insanely jealous of my older sister, just because it's widely accepted that she's the pretty one of the family. I don't think that I'm pretty at all, and whenever anyone tells me that I am, I want to cry.

In general, I have really low self-esteem.

I'm known here as being a whore because I'm friends with more guys than girls, and some of those guys like me a lot more than they should.

I've been avoiding food lately, because the thought of eating has started to disgust me. But I'm still hungry.

 

i think i might dump my girlfriend because i still have strong feelings toward my ex....

 

Round four...

I smoked a deer with my car tonight. Car-punted it right onto the median. Whoo yeah, there goes 500 bucks...dammit...dammit to hell...

 

*winces* ouch.

 

I'm feeling really depressed as of late,so many things going on,I even thought about suicide the other day I hope it doesn't come to that

 

:hugz: i'm sorry to hear that but, nah, i'm sure all will go better soon, just don't let those "things" get down you.

 

:hugz:

You'll be OK. I'm feeling a lot better after I went on my big rant the other night, so why not do that? It helps a lot...and if you wanna talk, PM me...

 

When things can't seem to get any worse, they will always get better then they ever were before :hugz:

 

hellflame prophecy,
there was a suicide threat, worth reading it. if things go wrong, then know that when you hit the rock bottom there is a way up if you dare to look. hey, i get suicidal thoughts often myself, give you advice here, sit down, make sure nobody is around, get a paper and write everything down withoiut censorship, be honest, just write all that comes into your mind. now after do it with all your thoughts, just start watching them as you watch yourself writing them down. whos having those thoughts? you? or the thoughts are having you? does it feel better when they are out or in? if they can be in, can they be out? who stays, you or your thoughts. who are you? is it worth eliminating that just because you have dark thoughts that can pass like clouds on the sky? are you worth eliminating just for the feelings that are caused by present troubles but may pass by resoliving the issue or letting them out?
well, let me also tell you, the whole existence will miss you because you are unique, there is nobody else like you. you are here and it means something.... and on top of it, you are a musician and write some good stuff. do you want the world to loose that energy of you? yes, we all have bad sides and make mistakes, but they make us us, they make us stronger.
dont give up on yourself man, find who you are, before you write yourself off this planet.
ok, end of me sounding like morpheus or something.

 

Thanks very much everyone :hugz:

 

:hugz: you're welcome

 

:hugz: you're welcome [/b][/quote]
Awww thanks :hugz:

 

A year ago I met a boy I was immediately interested in, and this became my first serious relationship. It lasted nine month with a lot of arguing, we even broke up two times. he lived in a city 1 1/2 hours away, so I just saw him on the weekends and sometimes on weekdays.
I think I was just too good for him, coz he didn't really care that much about me. I once asked him what he felt/thought when thinking about me. His answer: ".... err... yes..." And he often came like 2-4 hours too late. I never told him I loved him (but he did) because I always felt that this wasn't the person I have to tell this (these three words mean a lot to me!).
I can't say that this whole relationship was that bad, but I always had the feeling that he treated me like ****, and once he gave me a bottle of air bubbles as a present, I don't know why (a really romantic present... why giving a person you love flowers or something that reminds her/him of you when you can give her/him useless stuff...?).
And when he again did damn things that made me angry or sad, he never apologized, never (he just did it once: a disgusting guy thought he could buy me (!!) because my boyfriend told him for fun. This guy followed me to the shower [it was on a festival], and even tried to come into my tent. I was very angry and sad, because my boyfriend didn't try to stop him or something, so after that he apologized one time). And that made me really pissed.
Then we broke up and I talked to him (better: I talked to myself in front of him) that we have to get along with each other because we have the same friends.
Now I just can't stand him, he just talks about how much he can drink and which drugs he plans to take and stuff, and he is very superficial. He never was like that in the nine month of our relationship. I hate him, but I really try to just accept that he's there when we're at a friend's house on the weekends or something, but I can't!! And I don't wanna lose my friends just because of him!! I even had an argument with my best friend because she seemed to care about him more than about me (at least I thought so).
And I see no way to ignore him coz he's one of this persons who have to get all attention of all people.... ****!!

 

i have gone through alot of this stuff u are talking about. how long has it been since u broke up? eventually u will get over him......hopefully stop hating him....but i know it is hard(especially since it was ur first serious relationship). it is really good that u didnt tell him u loved him so it should be easier than if u let urself believe in a fantacy. and i completely understand about the feeling discusted by him(i feel that way about my ex sometimes lmao! he dumped me cuz he wanted to smoke again! isnt that idiotic?!)
but keep ur chin up and stop worrying about him. he isn't worth it. and if u need a little time, stop talking about him(or talk abou thim more depending on how u deal w/ things) tell ur friends that you dont want to here about him staying over at thier house. im sure they care for you bunches. just try and make a little distance, i know that is a little hard(or at least it was for me) but he isnt worth wasting ur feelings on. he did some ####ed up things to you(from waht u said) and doesn't deserve any of your thoughts/cares/worries/or even hatered.
he isnt worth it. remember that.

well i hope that helped a little. if u wanna talk u can pm or im me.

 

I smoke pot, cigarettes, cigars and pipes. :wth: