Got Something You Want To Let Out?

So that's where my posters went! j/k




Anyway, I feel so alone right now. Life sucks.

 

shhhhhhhh! :whistle:


...Hope you feel un-lonely sometime soon? :hugz:

 

:hugz:

Cheer up Anya! coming from another bisexual honestly it's great. more fish in the sea for us! ignore those people. they're just close minded about sexuality. we're not. and if anyone is giving you problems send them to me! i'll teach them a thing of two [/b][/quote]
Aww thankyou..

 

i really hate my parents... but not to the extent like eminem that i want to kill them... but sometimes they just push my buttons...


and also my music teacher just died... and he was only 25.... he commit suicide....and he tought me how to play guitar ....

 

THE FISH ARE DEAD!!!

 

I'm very emotional :chemist:

 

I'm kinda in love with a boy I met on a festival, we made out there and he said "let's get to know each other", but when he moved to my town (we aren't together) he made out with a ####ing girl (I don't like that girl, never did :angry: ), and didn't tell me what's going on there. I mean, he's like "I don't want something steady at the moment" and "we have to talk" (we didn't), but makes out with that girl for I don't know how much times . and then I didn't see him for a while, but now he's often out with us at the weekends and last saturday I was alone with him and it was cool and funny and I thought he told this girl to go, because I didn't see her with him for a while. but at school she told us something about him and I was like thinking "girl, can't you see that we don't want you with us?!". I mean we are all like don't want to see her because she always calls us and we don't want it (including that boy).
and on sunday we (me and that boy) were at a band-rehearsal (some of my friends got a band), and I think (!!) he was like looking at me the whole time. but ... I think he just likes me as a friend...
so now I don't know what to do ... that is so weird ... I mean, shall I talk to him about how I feel ...?

 

Sometimes I can be too emotional for my own good.

 

i want to be alone. i dont want to stop cutting because other people want me to. i want to stop cutting for me, and me doesnt want me to stop. i want to be on my own, and live my own life, without being chained to an agreement with my friends.

diaryland is down and i had to let this out somehow. god bless this thread.

 

Another one of my friends commited suicide today,I feel very emotional.Thats 2 friends now.

 

When I was 11 I rembered I tried cutting my wrist, but my knife was not sharp enough to cut them al the way. and than my mom burst in my room and she almost fainted.

and people ofthen ask why i have a big line on my wrist , wel that's it

 

oh jezus

 

.f

 

Erm..you may want to try and not triple post...just use the edit button.


Yes, that's horrible, Hallframe, I'm sorry beyond expression

 

ohyea thnks.. hehe lol.. i'm kinda new to all this stuff u noe

 

Owh no! That's just terrible! ####, I dunno what to say. Look if you wanna talk about it or something, we're all here. We're like one big family,we can listen. Really, I'm so sorry to hear about it *big hug*

 

Owh no! That's just terrible! ####, I dunno what to say. Look if you wanna talk about it or something, we're all here. We're like one big family,we can listen. Really, I'm so sorry to hear about it *big hug* [/b][/quote]
Thank you so very much its very aprieciated,but he might of been better off dead,he was a crack addict at 14 and his entire life was messed up.Percides I beleive that our spirits remain and death is just a path we must all take.I'm not as upset as when my first friend commited suicide cos i could of prevented that,but nevertheless its all a choatic world.

Dan Oswald 1990-2004

 

Eh, I guess I might as well say some things I wanna let out...
I love Ron
I hate my step-dad
I miss my real dad
I hate all the idiotic ppl at my school
I wish I had a life
I wsih I didnt live here
I wish my emotions were all just taken away.

 

I can't imagine having a boyfriend who is at the same age as me. I mean, those guys are so immature. I want a guy who's at least 17 or 18 but I can imagine myself going out with a 24 years old guy as well (I'm 15). All my friens think I'm weird.

 

mostly their 2 /3 year older , I had one girlfriend who wass older , but mostly 1/2 younger