Got Something You Want To Let Out Part 2

Thanks so much everyone

I'm not sure if I'm still gonna need an op or not, hopefully not, possibly not even for years.

But either way things are certainly looking up.

 

That's awesome man. I hope everything works out for you.


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WTF... is this shit all over Tims fucking parade week or something! It doesn't surprise me when things go wrong, but all in the span of six days, that's
fucking bullshit! :angry:

 

Now that I've added you on msn you can vent at me if you want sometime.

 

What's wrong?

 

Okay well, it WAS good to see her, after these few weeks. But it's still weird...

 

I have no discipline at all...

 

Oh shit, someone's told her how I feel...

If it's that bastard I swear to god I'm gonna make him regret it.

 

The dream I had last night pisses me off now I realise it was just a dream.

 

Do I ever know that feeling right now...

 

Agreed. Well, last Monday I mean. Thursday was a nightmare.

 

danger, will robinson. i said fucking DANGER. but no, don't listen and carelessly continue. lets see where i get and what it brings, or takes. nothing to lose, yet a whole lot at stake. snake eyes? probably not, but lets hope it's not poisonous as she. someone's going to snap, and it's not my fingers.

 

OMFZING, I'm not going to be online for like a week. Whoaaaaa man.

 

It was so good to see Huub again. I wish he would find a hot french guy and mate and then he'd move to here aswell!

 

and just when i thought this was gonna be a good day in fucking months...

on the lighter note: i dreamt she fucking asked me out?! whatthefuck?!

 

Well, it's been about twenty-four hours and I still feel like shit. If this doesn't clear up by the end of the day, I have no choice but to go to the doctor. I've never quite felt this way before for that long. The only thing worse than vomiting is FEELING like your going to all day... but it still hasn't happened.

 

Awww...I hope you get better soon!


I just realised that all the little boyfriends I had when I was little...turned gay. There's Huub, gay. Then there's Floris who I'm preeeetty sure off he's gay. Then there was Pedro, writing me a tiny letter with a heart saying 'do you want to be my girlfriend?', also gay. And then there's Huub's cousin who sent me a Valentines card a few years ago, he came out of the closet aswell Huub told me last weekend.

That's just weird, right?

 

U were so good that they couldnt find another woman like you so they all decided to turn gay, wow you must be really good!!

 

The girl still hasn't decided. I guess she'll just be ignoring us and move on.

My balls itch...

 

Thanks for the kind words Marj.

I do feel a lot better.

As far as your old boyfriends being gay, I agree with what Johnny said, maybe you're just that damn amazing!

 

I look at a picture of you and start to think about the great times we shared over this past year. Then I think about what you did to me and my thoughts turn to throwing a full can of soda at your head.

Least i'm listening to MCR again.