Got Something You Want To Let Out Part 2

That's only normal.

 

whoa! god...my prayers and best wishes with you man...

 

As for what marj said...if you ever need to talk to anyone...We're all here for you...

 

god wow...
can't believe how the people you know get so pulled down.
and you wanna help so fucking bad...but nothing counts.

 

Holy, holy fuck.

Dude, my hopes and best wishes are with you all the way. I'm always here if you want to talk.

 

So it's taken me over a year, but I'm over what happened between Jay and I.

It took forever, but I'm finally ok.

 

It's called a brain aneurysm. Both my mother and my grandmother had them.
Pretty much runs in my family. Killed my grandmother, but my mother lived
(albeit partially paralyzed). At least they caught it early, which I know isn't
much of a stress reliever. Just hang in there man, I really hope everything
works out for you.

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I really just wish things were easier. I wish I could figure out what I wanna
do with my life. I'm so depressed, stressed, and generally confused.

(Now I probably sound like a whiny bitch compared to what [HARLZ] is
going through).

 

@[HARLZ]:

I'll be praying for you and wishing you all the best. Just like everyone said before, I'm here to talk too.


@Tim:
That's terrible about your mom and your grandma <3
And I'm here if you wanna talk, babe

 

Thanks babe.

I just came to the realization that I only have one living
parent and grandparent. That's just fucked up.

@[HARLZ]:Once again I hope for the best man.

 

Thanks for all your thoughts everyone, it means a lot.

Well, I just had another scan and it turns out I do have the anuerysm.
I'm feeling strangely apathetic though...

@ Tehcrusha: Mate your problems are always gonna be important to you. Anyway, what you're gonna do with your life is a pretty important issue!

 

Hey, [HARLZ], get better man...you're in my thoughts.

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Just...I wish I could have today back. While it gave me some answers that I was looking for, I just wish I could've realized them differently than what happened today. It just felt that I was fucking sick and tired of it all. I wanted to go home, yet it took me about an extra half hour to do so. Some of the stuff she said just made me want to throw up. Not in a "depressed" sort of fashion, but like a "The hell am I talking to?". It just didn't feel right in her presence, I guess. Everything that happened, I had a rubber band around my arm and as soon as I got out of her car, I threw it back as far as I could and kept snapping my wrist with it. I have 3 really bad marks on me right now from it. Just...I think i'm finally over her. Not the way I wanted, but I think I can finally move on from her presence. Nothing's going to change, so why bother.

For those of you wondering, you should ALL know who i'm talking about by now.

That and don't get me anywhere near anything that involves girl on girl. I'll slit your throat if you do so right now. That's the bad part about this.

 

Man, I'm so sorry to hear that. I'm not a religious guy, but I'll be thinking of ya and hoping you get better. The offer's always there if you want to talk or whatever.

 

God talk about emotional rollercoaster!

Just had good news, apparently the anuerysm I've got isn't shaped like a grape, which, apprently, means the chances of it exploded and killing me anytime soon are significantly lower. Like, really significantly.

So yea, just thought I'd let you guys know.
And thanks for all your support last couple of days, you all honestly helped me get through it easier.

 

That's a relief.

 

Wow...that's awesome news!

 

Glad you're ok Harlz

 

That's awesome dude. I hope everything works out okay.

 

Shit, that's good news Harlz. Glad to hear you'll be okay

 

Harlz, I am very glad about that. Will you still have to have surgery? All the best, <3.

Kevin : good on ya!

 

Harlz, I wish you all the best.