Got Something You Want To Let Out Part 2

Your heart is genuine, I hope all goes out =)

 

Part of me wants to be her friend
part of me wants nothing to do with her

Part of me misses her

Part of me wants to move on

my god im in a twist

 

I don't know what the hell happened today, but in the afternoon, my brother and his friend come home, both of them aren't in the best of shape and my brother was trashed, so they go out again...I don't know whether it was a fight or not later in the evening hours, but he comes home and I see his friend's girlfriend with him. he said that they were being followed by the cops (he's been arrested twice) yet some bank robbery happened and they got away, which he can get out with lying, but I saw some cops look over our cornfields, so maybe he's telling the truth on that one.

Now they're here and both in his room...with knowing sure his friend doesn't know that my brother is probably doing things up there, and i'm afraid that his friend will find out, come here and have crazy crap happen. I've locked the doors but i'm afraid he'll find out and bring a knife or a fucking gun here.

I cant break up those two though or they'll kick my ass. only thing to hope for is that his friend was kind of wasted when I saw him this afternoon, so maybe he's passed out for now...but, just with my brother...god, why does he do this shit?

So now I can't sleep and i'm praying for morning.

 

@Friskey-

:|

 

Worse thing is that about an hour ago, his friend came over and caught them...in his bed. He stormed out and drove off, drunk mind you.

I'm afraid this is gonna get completely worse than it already is. I'll fucking call the cops on my brother if I have to.

 

Oh, Kevin I sincerely hope this all goes out for the best.

[and thank you everyone for your supportive words about those evil bitches]

 

Mali, don't listen to stupid fuck's like that, they're not worth it. You're better than them

Kev - Damn, that's terrible dude. I really hope things work out for you guys.

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I swear I'm going to create the world's first brick/person hybrid. With his face.

 

@Kevin, that sounds really scary.

I hope things tone down. Has your brother said anything uptil now?

 

Nah, he just went back to sleep. That's all he's been doing.

 

this weekend sucks

yesterday i kept things off my mind by playing World Of Warcraft all day after school till 2 AM then they got to me once i got off

now today noone is online AGAIN

i hate this weekend, and im tired of all this crap on my mind

 

Fuck everyone and everthing.

 

amen to that

 

I wholeheartedly agree. I've been so incredibly pissed and depressed these
past few days. I'm starting to have nothing but contempt for the entire human race. Fuck I hate feeling this way! :angry:

 

Just stop caring. Nihilism is freedom.

 

she cried over the phone..
gah..i just can't take it anymore.

 

I want to go back to last weekend. I feel so miserable right now knowing I can't get that exact moment back. There will be other moments but I really want last weekend's back.

 

Why do I feel that some people out there don't trust me?

 

Well of course I know you do and I know people here do too. I just have my doubts with a couple people, that's all. Which is weird, because I didn't do shit to them.