Got Something You Want To Let Out Part 2

I know, babe and thank you, really.

 

I still think that a lot of the LPA are pissed about the way I left...

 

I am so bloody excited for next Friday, it's not even fair.

Like, I don't think I've been this excited for anything not involving music in my entire life. I'm getting jittery thinking about it. I'm getting married friggin Friday. Omfg.

While it may not be legally binding in the state of Massachusetts, it's binding in the eyes of the Goddess and God, and that's all that matters, that they know how dedicated Jay and I are.

I'm just still in shock that we're actually doing it. I suggested it to him just as something to do when he comes up for the weekend, but wow, I didn't think he'd be so gun-ho for it.

I'm wearing his band on my thumb right now, and he's got my gorgeous shiny ring at his house somewhere, and I'm just so excited.

He's even making the cords that we're getting handfast with :] Just...God, I don't even know what to say anymore. He honestly makes me the happiest I think I've ever been in my entire life. I'm so excited! <3

 

That's awesome i can't imagine how does that feel like, it must be a wonderful feeling! congrats

 

Rachel! That's awesome news!


Oh! And do not forget to post pictures of it on here. :]

 

Congrats, dear. You two deserve it.

 

Thanks guys. Yeah, we'll post some pictures. :]

 

Damn you Rachel, now I wanna get married too.

 

Awww, Rachel!! congratz to both of you. I'm happy for you guys, srly.

 

I just wanna be in love the way Rachel is, thats all.

 

RACHEL, HOLY SHIT, CONGRATSSS <333

 

thanks chica <3

and @Friskey- you will someday sweetie <3 Mind if I use that quote as promotion to vote for me? XD

 

Thanks, sweets <3

And yes, you can use that.

 

RACHEL OMG<3. I'm so happy for the both of you. You two are just so in love, it's not even nauseating, it's ridiculously uplifting! We expect pictures.

Amanda - I think half of the LPA doesn't even remember how you left. Don't worry, no one's ignoring you! I think we're most all happy to see you back .

 

It bugs me that last time we were in Holland I got into a stupid little fight with my brother. He didn't even say goodbye or anything when we left again. I'm stubborn, he's stubborn, so I'm sure we both will never say sorry. I just hope that it'll be forgotten when we'll talk again. I just hate this age difference of 14 years between us.

I think my brother is homosexual...but I'm not sure. In my whole life I haven't seen him with a girl, and if he is, he's holding it back because he's Christian.

 

There's no point in holding back who you are. But if you tell that to his face he'll probably take it in the wrong context and get pissed, or something. It's a shame you don't live in the same place anymore, sitting down and talking it through is difficult when it's sitting down and talking it through on the phone. Still, fight or no, he should have at least put it out of his mind for the five minutes it would have taken to say goodbye to his sis.

 

Thank you.
Yes, well, like I said, he's just as stubborn as me, but I'm sure it'll turn out alright.
About homosexuality, he believes being gay is a sin. I don't think he's happy at all. I know he's depressed, taking meds and all, he has a few friends, but they're all busy with them wife and kids. No boy/girl friend. And the sad thing is, I have no clue what to say to him when I'm alone with him cause I don't even know him so well.

 

I know of a few people who wish I hadn't returned.

 

For fucks sake. You can stop now.

 

<3