Got Something You Want To Let Out Part 2

That happened to me once. I haven't really been unhappy since, at least not without good reason. I think sometimes you hit a point where you realize it just isn't worth the time.

 

I'm so excited, but still... there are a lot of things going on..

One of my best friend from Venezuela is coming to visit me on October. It's so exciting, after not seeing her for 4 years. Just after I moved to USA.
I really miss those old times, where we would just get in trouble in school or on those festivals we used to do down our street. *Sigh* Funny to think how things are different now, and that was just our childhood.

Childhood... hm, it's incredible how time goes by so fast. I wish I could stop it and get to live in those memories forever... Irreplaceable. My old friends.. *Remembering* haha, we sure were crazy, but we loved each other, and we still do. Good thing we keep in touch with each other after all. Those are the friendships that matter the most: No matter where you are, what you been doing or how long you haven't seen each other, they'll be always there for you, helping you and caring about you.

*Sigh* I guess I'm done. That was all I wanted to let out =]

 

i can't stand that guy, he's nice and everything but i can't stand that asshole!!

 

I'm sick of being fucked with at work. They need to stop.

 

From my xanga (yes, I still use one, but as a diary more than a blog):

And yes, I don't capitalize when I'm writing my introspective thoughts. Ha.

 

Why, god dammit, why...

 

i made her smile through tears....

 

i need a gf, dammit. i will never find anybody.

 

I know it sucks, I thought exactly the same thing only a month or so ago, but now....


Just hang in there man, it'll all work out soon enough

 

Yeah thanks, but it's hard especially when everyone around you has someone and when u realized you're the only one who hasnt, it's getting to a point where i know i'm not gonna find anything, i have to get used of being alone. I can't stand most of the people where i live so that makes it even harder, i don't know who the fuck i'm gonna meet that i'm gonna like,haha this is so frustrating.

 

What's wrong?

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God, I'm such a bitch.

 

It's nothing...don't worry about it. Thanks for asking though

 

daah, babe! doesn't sound good -.-

 

Okay.

 

I just got home from Jersey. I miss her already. I hate this distance.

 

Argh! This cold and fever is killing me

 

God shes beautiful *sigh*

 

i'm beginning to hate my father. and i can't forgive him. and i have to live with him. and i miss my mother.

 

God this sucks so goddamn bad *headdesk*

 

I hate OCD. Oh well.