Got Something You Want To Let Out Part 2

Only 10 days until I see my Amanda. I miss her so much.

 

Having the flu sucks.

 

! I hope you get better soon, babe!

 

Thank you, sweets !

 

Aaaand now I'm worried I might lose her.

 

I'm not too sure if it helps, but here you go.

 

I understand how you are feling, Jay

have another !!

 

Thanks guys. It's just I wish I didn't do what I did a year and a half ago. I fucked everything up, I wish I didn't give her so much drama cuz of it. But it's all good, cuz I started freaking out cuz I'm stupid like that.

And why am I stupid like that?

Because I get so jealous and territorial. Yes, it's my nature, but oh my god I hate it with a passion. I feel so horrible after I freak out cuz "oh no! there's a guy talking to her! he might take her away! Alpha male has to step up with his A game. Rawr! *howl*" And it's just stupid. Cuz she's promised me over and over and over and over etc. that she would never do that. And I'm always like "*headesk* You, Jay. Are a jealous territorial paranoid dumbass."

So yeah. It's all good folks. I'm over my stupidity. Have a ball with saying with me: "Stupid Jay."

 

Stupid Jay!!!



Nah, I totally get what you mean. I used to be very jealous, but not anymore cause I'm now sure Max loves me alot and it goes right back at him.
I'm sure that's also the case with you guys.

 

Aww, Jay <33 I understand. I get really jealous too, but it doens't mean you are stupid. So stop saying, you are stupid!! You just need to learn on how to trust other ppl a little bit more. That's all.

 

"Stupid Jay"

...what? It rolls off the tongue.

Nah man, just kidding. But seriously man, just take a chill pill once in awhile and just calm yourself. Yeah, we all get jealous, and paranoid and shit every while when we're in situations like this.

 

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@Derek:

I know that feeling. You just have to think things through and make up your mind.

What's wrong??

 

this thread is depressing, and that, ladies and gentlemen, is something I want to let out.

 

I don't know what to do. This girl that I liked is pissed at me now and won't talk to me. We were good friends, we even went to the prom together, our first prom. It all went wrong when I started talking to this girl Sam that works at the same place she does. She doesn't like Sam for whatever reason, so I knew right away that it was going to be a problem. Then me and Sam started talking to each other a lot. Meanwhile, Sam's boyfriend is her friend and he was in Europe while I met Sam. So we went to the movies on night to see the new Harry Potter because we both wanted to see it. Nothing happened, I don't like Sam like that at all. Then one time she was reading my text message's in my phone and read something and misinterpreted, and asked Sam about it. Then of coarse, Sam asked me, and I said she must have read it wrong. Then all of a sudden, I go to see her one day and she's like ''I'm not talking to you, I'm mad at you''. So I left, and then a couple days later she didn't even say hi to me at all and ignored me completely. I told her I was sorry, and she wouldn't tell me what I did wrong until today. Apparently, I told Sam everything that we talked about and I got her involved in something she didn't want to be involved in. Now, I don't get it. I don't know what I told Sam that pissed her off so much, and I don't see how I got her in involved. People thought Sam was cheating on her boyfriend with me, so maybe that whole situation. But whatever. And I guess today, I found out it was someone else that told Sam stuff, not me. So she got mad at me for no reason I think, but she still won't talk to me. I feel really bad, I really liked her, but I guess I have to let it go. Do you think she did it all for attention or what? I need help.

 

I don't know how to progress... I REALLY like her but I mean right now I'm in basically new territory. I've never been in a situation where I like a girl and that girl likes me back. I mean there are times when people say I try too hard and times when I don't try hard enough... I can't seem to find that even balance.

And I'm afraid if I don't figure it out soon I might lose her.