Got Something You Want To Let Out Part 2

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    Nick

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    i
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    ...Lauren?

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    Uggh, why does everything have to be so complicated. >_<
     
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    "I see the way you're acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated"..

    Sorry, couldn't resist. What's wrong?
     
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    ...Lauren?

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    When I am friends with guys something else always ends up going on.

    Girls are usually too bitchy, competitive, and/or emotional to be friends with.
     
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    Thanks guys for all your support. <33 I appreciate it so much.

    I have good news though finally! My brother Drew announced his engagement to his girlfriend Jessie of eight years. ^_^ I'm so happy about this. I love Jessie, I've always considered her a sister of mine and now soon she will be officially. Sister-in-law that is. They won't be having any sort of wedding for another year or so, because Jessie is going to be moving to Japan in about four days (she'll be there for a year) and a few months later Drew will follow her after he gets his Bachelors degree in October. Jessie has an English teaching job in Japan for a year and Drew will be doing the same once he goes in a few months and they'll be living in an apartment together.

    So yeah, I'm excited. :) Although I'll miss them, I was happy to hear the good news.
     
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    @Anya:

    I'm really glad that something like this is happening to you, after everything ^_^
    Congratz to your brother and Jessie!
    And my prayers for them and their new life together <33

    :hug:
     
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    Coming from a guy who has mostly girls as friends I can't really relate to this. But I hope you find a guy who can be 'just friends' without expecting much else.

    And Anya, that's amazing to hear! Tell Drew I said congratulations!
     
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    aki*lp, Jul 30, 2007



    *I'm bringing sexy back plays in the background*.







    No idea whatsoever.





    Is it Nate then? :ninja:

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    Anya, I know it must be hard on you aswell love. You should try to help the Currys' emotionally.
    :hug:
     
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    Every time I listen to The Get Up Kids, I think about her and my heart goes from 0 to 60 in nothing flat.

    No girl has been able to do that for me until now, and I am happy.
     
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    Lastnight was the first time in ages that I actually cried myself to sleep :(
     
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    That's so sweet! I'm happy for ya. :)


    Anies, after all that bad news, that's really nice to hear! :hug:
     
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    :hug:

    Jo! things will get better between you guys, just talk to him and tell him how you feel.. It's the best thing you could do <33

    More huggies! :hug:
     
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    love's a bummer. what can i say...
     
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    Thanks to Pooky, Stalker and Derek.


    I'll definitely give him your congrats Derek, thanks. ^_^
     
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    Anya! Uber, uber, uber congratulations to the happy couple! You lot certainly deserve some good news, after all that bad :hug:
     
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    Well, most of the girls I meet are the kind that say act like "OMG did you see that shirt she was wearing!" or "OMG did you hear? Whathisface and that slut broke up", or are already part of some tight clique and shut me out. I have one good friend that's a girl and that's about it.
     
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    Thanks. :hug:
     
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    I'm sick of this. I want to go back now...I miss my friends...

    Seriously...Being away from home's the worste ever! :sad:
     
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    I didn't notice this before.


    I'm glad.

    Congratulations :)
     
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    Heavy is the Louis, Jul 31, 2007



    It all seems odd to me.

    I've been reflecting what I've gone through with Alex over the past year. We went through Marching Band season together. We went to Homecoming together after I had asked her. We spent a good deal of time together. She admitted her feelings for Nick to me. We went to a Placebo concert together. We even had a 45 minute long conversation over the phone together before she left (it's not much, but it means a good deal to me).

    Despite how many things we've been through, things are changing.

    I don't know. It feels like she isn't treating me like I feel I should be treated. I mean, she's not hurting me directly, but it's more of an indirect sort of pain. She's treating me like Nick treated her. Sure, she talks to me and instant messages me, but it feels like her life revolves around Nick. Ever since she and Rachel got into this ridiculous grudge-match, she's been paying most, if not all of her attention, to Nick.

    We're still good friends which is the one thing I appreciate about this relationship that I have with her. It's just the fact that I view her so differently among all of my friends. I mean, it's really odd. When I think about it, she's still my friend. But after a while I begin to think how much I wish I could be affectionate with her. I want to be close to her.

    She wants that from Nick and I don't know if he'll ever have a change of heart. I mean, they are talking now, which is good. I still get enraged when I see them but at least she's happy. I just wish that she felt that way about me. But I can only wish. Not every wish comes true anyways.

    Now I realize how much more it hurts when I see two people get really close to each other. I realize now how much I want it; how much I want her.

    I can never have her. And if Nick changes his mind, then for sure, there is no hope for me.

    Did I ever really give up hope? Do I just keep telling myself that I know there's no hope for me?

    I never have given up.
    I want to, but I don't think I can.
     
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