Got Something You Want To Let Out Part 2

I'm just feeling really sick right now, and I can't afford to go to the doctor. We're in a really tight spot financially, so I'm just hoping it's nerves, or maybe the flu.

 

So, my sister wants a child. Thing is, she can not have a child. Yes, she's probably physically capable of having one but if she did, child services would just take it away from her. Still no matter what anyone tells her she goes on about wanting to have a kid. They aren't told my mom to not let her live in any house where there's a minor living. If she has a child, it'll be taken away and cause her much pain.

Also she just recently moved in with her friend, that she met in the mental hospital. Who I believe is out for her money. I have observed a few things that make me suspect this. My sister didn't use to buy any cigarettes but now she's buying a carton or two of cigarettes each week. For her friend who she lives with now, I see her smoke about two packs out of a whole carton. Also, moving in with someone who is unstable mentally when you yourself are unstable, is a bad idea I believe. Her house mate just got checked into the hospital again, and my sister checked herself in too. Though, I believe it's to see her "boyfriend" that works in the mental hospital that has a girlfriend. To make this scarier my sister says she's homicidal. And has made some threats that I don't really feel comfortable explaining.

I just think moving in with her friend was a bad idea, I mean she gets a check for being disabled yes, but now she has to pay for two places, the place that she isn't living anymore because she broke the lease by moving sooner than it allowed, and she also has to pay the rent for her new place. I really don't think she gets that much money, and then on the other hand, she's buying her friend things a lot, and really she spends money way too fast. But no matter what I, or anyone try to say to her she just ignores it and does what she does. I thought I stopped caring a while ago, but I mean she can get a hold of herself a little, as I've seen her do it before.

 

Why the FUCK do our plans always fall through.

She's been busy till 4 PM every day this week, the one day we try to hang out, my mom decides to kill her reliability like always.

And tomorrow I have to go to my dads for the entire weekend. She'll probably be busy next week as well.
Fuck.

 

So that was the final straw between her and I
I told her i thought it was best if i continued without her
i hope im right...

 

You can't resist AMY'S CHARM!!!

 

I take back my previous statement, I got to hang out with her for a good length of time today and she is NOT busy next week, so next week she can come to my place and she's never seen Watchmen.

That's a great 3 hour movie to cuddle on the couch and just enjoy.

 

So what's the situation right now? You like her, she likes you but u 2 aren't officially together? or what??

 

Like I said before, we're not jumping to anything, but we're taking it slow. Once school starts up we'll see each other more and basically each time we see each other we are slowly slowly acting more like a "Couple" but it's actually okay, because I would have hated to just jumped into something without learning what i'm dealing with.

Things look positive so far, so we'll see.

 

Ok. That sounds bad but if you're really in a serious health situation now, you should go and check it w/ a doctor because complications is much much worst esp. in regards to your physical health and also financially. If your having a fever for almost 3 days now, don't end up yourself being dehydrated. Its much better to have it check in a health center rather than in a hospital. I guess there's HC in your place wherein there's free doctor or any health care team members that could help you. God speed!

 

I got into college

 

That's great to hear, Nick.

Congratulations Tom1191!

Iain, to be honest as much as you guys might not be financially flush at the moment, it's not worth putting your health at risk.

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Strangest, most confusing up and down day today. And it all involved three girls with whom there's been an emotional connection at some point.

 

This is ridiculous, I have to "schedule" for "appointments" now? Fuck off.

 

Amazing sex. *bliss*

 

Or maybe not enough.

 

There's always "post your picture" too... just saying.

 

Hahaha. Win.

Derek: Hey, I had feelings to express.

 

In fairness this thread is titled 'Got Something You Want To Let Out'...that's just begging for some crazy sex story.

 

Not crazy really- just enjoyable

 

Protip: Never text me while blazed.