Got Something You Want To Let Out Part 2

My Pan was so sad to look at these last days, couldn't eat, couldn't drink and he was so weak, last night I had to get up to feed him some liquid food again and he looked so horrible that I prepared myself all day for tonight.
I just came back from the vet, and I feel empty from crying but peaceful.
The injection worked right away, his backpaws were limp in a second, but he looked up to me and with all his strength he raised his frontpaws and put them on my chest for a last tight cuddle.
I never noticed when he died because my chest was beating hard.
I told him all about how he will meet Wolletje, birds, bees, grass, carrots and salad.
I held him a long time afterwards and when I took him off of me he was a cute furry curl.
Goodbye Pantoufle, you were so sweet and so lazy, and you were my baby.

 

I'm so sorry honey.

 

Thanks guys.
2009 really is the worst year of my life, until now.

 

I'm sorry about your pet.

Keep your head up. Things will get better for you. =)

 

Chin up!

 

I am very sorry for your loss. I'm sure he had a wonderful life with you, and I'm sure your Wolletje was right there, ready to greet him.

 

thank you some help at last

 

Oh Marj. That's awful. Losing a pet is so hard. <3

Mike: I'm glad it all worked out. It's really not fair of him to be such a jerk to you because you don't care for his fiancée. I mean really.

 

Arlene; I know, he's still an ignorant douche, though.

 

I have such a hard time trusting Josh. I try really hard. But sometimes it's just so pointless, to me. For the past couple of Sunday's, Josh has had to work. Which is cool. But every Sunday his phone is off. And it's usually on when he's working. So I tried calling his house today, no luck, so just for shits I called his job, and they said he wasn't working today. So he was lying about having to work. And I haven't seen him in over a week. Just stupid shit like this makes me wonder why the hell I bother with him. There's always something nagging at me, not trusting him. Maybe my instincts are right and I need to follow them. But I won't. Because I love him. Ugh. FML. I'm sick of stupid little lies. I do intend on confronting him about this...when he calls me. I will NOT call or text him. I'll wait on him this time.

Edit: And besides all that, what if something happened to me and I needed to call him? How the hell would I contact him?

 

I hate that my sister hangs out (alone) with guys who are 20+ years old. This won't end well and my parents won't do anything about it.

The fact they're morons, who ride around on mopeds and listen to shit techno music, doesn't help either.

 

When the fuck will I have what people would call a "healthy relationship." I'm fucking sick of getting fucked around by people.

Dear Chloe,
SAY WHAT YOU FUCKING MEAN. DON'T BULLSHIT ME. DON'T FUCKING SAY "LET'S TAKE IT SLOW" AFTER DIVING IN HEAD FIRST DAYS EARLIER. DON'T SAY YOU'VE GOT PROBLEMS YOU NEED TO WORK THROUGH AND THEN FUCK OFF TO THE BEACH WITH SOME OTHER GUY INSTEAD OF COMING TO SEE ME. AND NEVER, EVER, MAKE ME LOOK LIKE A FUCKING PRICK INFRONT OF MY FRIENDS BY PRETENDING EVERYTHING IS FINE.

I know how it's going to end. You're not gonna "take it slow," you're not gonna "come see me sometime." WHAT THE FUCK DOES "TAKE IT SLOW" EVEN MEAN!? YOU'RE GONNA MOVE AT A REDUCED SPEED WHENEVER YOU'RE NEAR ME?! Fuck that. Just say it's fucking over. I'd prefer the closure.

Dave.

 

My girlfriend just ended our 4.5 year relationship because shes afraid her mom will find out. Neither of our parents can find out because of cultural issues that would lead to huge arguments and me needing to find a new home. It just sucks that after being together for 4.5 years she would leave me for that reason.

 

Oh man...I mean, it IS an important factor, but your relationship should not have been secret for that long. Mine was secret for about half a year, but it really does feel better once they know. You guys really should try to work it out. Slowly. She shouldn't give up all together. I hope it works out.

--

Everything is okay with Josh.

 

I want to know what she said to him to get this back:

"nawh i cant wait to talk to u either bub, and im pretty sure that YOU ARE THE GORGEOUS ONE! not me XDD =D
hurry up and get back to ur comp so we can talk on msn, im getting bored and lonely =[ xxxx <333 *hugglezes* (L)".

God I hate being so insecure.

 

i wonder how i can be the first person she calls when she has a bad day and then she groups me together with nick (complete douchebag but i dunno how she can stay with him) arghhh shes so frustrating, why do i still love her after all this time?

 

Wait, was that a guy talking just there?

 

Sorry if that was inappropriate.

 

Yeah. It's a guy's comment to Emmy.

@ Dean.