Got Something You Want To Let Out Part 2

Thanks Ori! And that picture could possibly be arranged....

's to Iain, Mike, and anyone else who could use one. My PM's are always open! <3

 

I did not see this coming. Though it's not a bad thing by any means.

 

Well. I feel like major shit.

 

Pm me? We'll talk about it

 

Impatient idiot. Urhg.

 

I've succesfully alienated everyone around me and it's keeping me from working hard.

 

Thanks

 

Always <3

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Oh maaaan, I think I'm in love. Greeeeat.

 

Isn't that a good thing?

 

Yes and No.
Thing is, it's beautiful to be in love. I think of my boyfriend 24/7 and I wouldn't have it any other way. But, I don't think he feels the same way. I told him, though, how I felt and there was just this big silence in between. Then we just kinda talked about it and he told me he felt the same way but that he needs some time to accept it. I don't know. I feel like we might have some issues about this later on and that's why I'm afraid.

 

no

 

Just got my mom flowers for Mother's Day

 

You understand

 

I'm just generally really cynical about that sort of thing lately. I'm cynical about a lot of things lately.

 

But still, you're pretty much right.

 

Yeah. Sometimes that sort of thing makes me want to shoot myself in the face.

 

Give it some time. The best thing to happen is to fling yourself fully and faithfully into it. I mean, are already dating. If it's a commitment issue, it isn't you, it's more Him. Hope that He'll feel the same and the loving joy will flourish within you!

the worst thing that could happen is really, a "No." It might hurt for a while, months perhaps but I'm sure you'll not wallow in sadness forever. It looks like the world you live in is like "ZoomgZ". Take a step-back and look at the big picture. He isn't going to shatter your life forever. If he does realize that he truly loves you, You've only have a better time! . If he does not, it's a set-back to where you were before him; But this time, your well off, Starting back at 0, but your not at a negative.

All in all, Just wish for the best! Full Faith Forward.

 

@Dean: That's how I feel sometimes when it comes to that sort of stuff

@Theazninvasion68: Thank you, dear. Yup, that's basically what I'm doing right now. I'm trying to not stress about it too much and just let it flow and see what happens. But thanks thanks! <3

 

My doctor thinks I have a coke habbit, I'd be more convinced if I'd ever taken it.
But who am I to argue with their degrees and their title... cunt.

 

I really dislike teachers who think they know everything just because they are teachers. It really makes me mad when my spanish teacher assumes I miss school because I love being absent and don't care about my grades and crap. Psssh, I haven't showed up to his class for 3 days in a row now but it's because I'M AP TESTING! GEEZ! Sorry if I'm taking 5 ap classes this year, give me a 'effing break. How the hell am I supposed to be in two places at the same time when my ap tests are at the same time his classes are. Argh, and he goes and tells the students in my classroom to not "follow my lead" and miss school so much. Get a life.