Got Something You Want To Let Out Part 2

Bro's gone. Home feels so empty...

 

Thanks, Marj and Arlene. <3

To be honest I really don't know how high the chances are of us getting back together, but...shit happens I guess.

EDIT: It's officially over. Reasons being, she felt it "wasn't where she was at", relationships scare her after a while and she felt better doing it in person. That was good at least.

 

Fuck, I wish when people are talking behind my back, they'd keep it behind my back. Instead of coming to me the next day saying, 'lolololol *person* told me something sooo lol about you', and then going on to explain what it is in front of another friend.

Though, i'm pretty sure my friend already knew what she said, at the moment i'm still pissed off at two more people than i need to be.

 

That sounds like pretty much what my friend went through :/

 

It's not that I'm too old to take her, it's just her brother was basically saing to his family that I don't exist.

 

Thanks.

Turns out she's gone out and gotten drunk the past two nights (we broke up on Thursday), and went and hooked up with a guy she'd done so before during our relationship, also on Thursday. So while it kinda sucks, to be honest I couldn't give a shit.

 

Mike: Oh. My school you can't be over 20, haha.

Daniel: So...basically right after you guys broke up she hooked up with some guy? The same day? Skank. You deserve better than her anyway, hon. You have so much to offer. <3

 

Yeah, that's pretty much it. She's done almost a complete about-face compared to how she was while I was with her, or even when I met her. *shrugs* oh well. Thank you, hon. <3

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I guess I've been paying so much attention to my own problem in here I haven't been nice enough to respond to others' . So as much as it might be a cop out, to everybody.

 

I am a liability.

 

I so have to get used that he has lots of friends now, it's like, I have to "share" him now, but I'm used to getting cuddles and kisses all the time and when I don't get those, I'll look for it myself, but then he gets all annoyed because apparently, now he needs his space. But where does that leave me?

 

She is only my friend why does it bother me when she likes someone else =/

 

The "space" issue is always touchy. I hope things get better for you soon.


@Dean: What do you mean?

 

I'm getting incredibly frustrated with a certain person who keeps blowing me and a couple other people off. I know they're making up excuses.

 

Josh has done that to me before...we were with some of his friends, and when he was with them he was very different. Like, he wasn't showing any affection and I felt very hurt. Luckily, he doesn't do that anymore, maybe because we don't see each others friends much, but yeah. I'm sorry Max is doing that...I would just give him the space, make it kind of obvious that you're kind of upset, not like, bitchy, just enough to maybe let him know that you're upset. I dunno. For all I know, that'll make it worse and he'll just be more annoyed at you for not being able to suck it up...anyway, whatever you end up doing or not doing, I wish you luck and I hope he stops being a butthead.

Anyone that needs one:

 

Fuck off already, please.

Just because I am on the mod staff for a certain forum, doesn't mean I can make you one! or make it so the owner of the site likes you.

It's like dealing with a temper tantrum prone child.

Just shut up.

Again??

 

I'm
depressed
lonely..
frustrated
miserable..

 

Cheer up.

Take a day- day by day!

 

You ought to be proud.

Very very proud!