Got Something You Want To Let Out Part 2

Selene didn't you leave LPA?

 

Tomi, your so right.

the world is falling apart.
(

 

Fuck, I'm cheesed off right now. I feel like just hitting my head against the wall all night.

 

what's wrong, Dean?

 

Basically, there are a couple of people who just don't relent in pissing me off all the time.

 

Give them a helmet with a dildo glued to the top.

then tell them to shove their head up their ass.

 

Hahaha, that's probably the best advice I've ever been given.

 

Oh dean you know it son!

 

Kinda.

She's starting to piss me off. Yes she an old and fragile friend but seriously she needs her mentality checked. I left an answering machine message yesterday on her phone telling her that her AVON stuff will be in either today (which was tomorrow) or the next day. And now she's demanding her money back when I've already sent it in ages ago??
Should I feel guilty or what...?

 

I know I'm better off without her. I know she's hurt me, lied to me, screwed me over. I know I can do better. I know she's a bitch, and a whore. She won't even talk to me. I know that she's bad for me. I know all of it.



Yet everytime I see a picture of her, I miss her so much. I love her still, and it hurts so badly.

 

Wow, I didn't realize how ridiculously out of shape I am, until I went to the gym today.

 

You could claim what I say.

"I'm not out of shape or fat, none of that, I'm prepared for Ragnarok!

But i get your point, I'm out of shape too ><

 

I'm not even fat or anything like that...it's just my upper body is ridiculously...not strong. Haha. All I do for exercise is ballet, which is a good workout, but it doesn't really tone the upper body at all. Oh well, I'm planning on making going to the gym a regular thing so hopefully I'll begin to change that!

 

Not ANOTHER argument. It's the same person as well.

 

Sounds like a regular saturday night to me.

Listen to some Jawbreaker.

Sorry, though.

 

I'm sorry hon.

 

I always say the stupidest things, sometimes I wonder if I'm the masochist who wants to be hurt just because it's better than facing the truth of not being loved. Owell.

 

Sometimes, I kinda wish my parents didn't need to know what I wanted to do with my money.

And then find out, and get all hurt over it since I refuse to tell them.

 

I got my yoga mat today

 

Aye.

Fuck you.