Got Something You Want To Let Out Part 2

Imo.

My life would've been quite abit calmer as well if She never came.


Quite some bit. Ugh.

 

I think my emotions are being played like a fiddle.

 

I know the feeling. It's frustrating.

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I'm happy. I was able to smooth things over with my best friend, Puppy, so that's good. And he doesn't hate me, haha. I feel much better.
And Josh randomly texted me yesterday morning, just to say "I love you." He hasn't done that in a while.

 

ok so i have this friend ive know from school so its makes about 6/7 years now that ive known him, fair enough he lives in Sydney but he came over in January so i went to meet him and he stayed at my place last week for a few days. When he stayed he told me and my flatmates that he was gay which was like an unbelieveable shock to me cause there really was no sign, i spent the next 30 minutes waiting for him to say he was joking. So besides wearing a look as if id just been slapped in the face with a wet fish, it all feels a little weird. I'm not a homofobe or anything like, ive known gay people before and they tend to be pretty cool people but just never had a close friend come out as gay. I mean i know that he was still gay before he told me and its just me being an idiot but i dunno it just feels weird

 

You get used to it. My best friend is homosexual.

 

I give credit for your friend for actually coming out...I'm 99% sure one of my best friends is in the closet.

 

Im happy..i think me and her have gotten more serious then i have with anygirl
and i know im the most serious she has gotten with any guy...this is uncharted territory for me
im a little scared

 

College interview

Is scarey?

 

You're right. It's very annoying also.

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So now she wants to talk to me again now that she broke up with him. What the hell either she wants to or she doesn't. Isn't making much since to me.

 

Kinda sounds like you might be a sorta rebound...

 

So that's it, we're not friends because of my boyfriend, just cos he has a crush on me. Really shows how much we were friends.

 

While things continue to look up for me personally my family members continue to edge gradually towards being the living incarnates of the Tenenbaums. Such idiots.

 

My dad was transported to University Hospital in Cleveland last night. It's one of the best hospitals in the world, so now I'm not too worried about him. It's still scary.

 

What does your dad need a hospital for?

 

He's got some kind of spinal infection. It's not life-threatening, but it's causing him a lot of problems.

 

Probably... I'm contemplating about just ignoring her.

Which is hard for me.

 

Oh, I'm so sorry. I hope he gets well soon.

 

Thanks, Mar.

 

I swear "God" puts so many stupid people around me to try and test my patience. I don't even care anymore, it's so ridiculous how clueless some people can be and just continue being such an annoyance.

 

Well, they just took my pops in for surgery, so we're going up to see him now. Ugh.