Got Something You Want To Let Out Part 2

question
is it wierd for me(a 15 yr old sophomore) to date an a 14 yr old 8th grader
i wanna know

 

It's a years difference. Hell no it's not weird.

 

I would say no, its not weird.

 

well my friends are being a pain in the ass about it

 

Because shes in 8th grade and your in 9th? That shouldnt matter if you have feelings for this girl. Tell them to shut up.

 

If you were my age and she was fourteen, then yes. But in your case, no, they're just being twats.

 

10th grade

and ya i suppose they are

 

Even 10th grade isnt that bad, considering the age difference. Its only really a year difference which is nothing. The girl Im going out with just turned 18 and Im 20, turning 21 before she turns 19, so its not weird.

 

ya i suppose
oh well
ill guess ill have to ignore the critcism

 

I expected everything to hurt. Breathing, thinking, living, feeling...

But I don't feel anymore. Everything is just numb. I feel like a zombie.

I don't care anymore.

 

this is weird for me to say, but i think i've discovered religion again.

 

I can barely walk.

 

I've been so busy and stressed lately.

It'll all be over in 2 weeks or less.

 

God dammit... I hate this town, I hate it to no end. I miss my true hometown. I miss my friends.

When I was growing up in the neighboring town, I always wanted to go to school here because my best friend was here and other people I knew. Well divorces happened and people moved. None of them stayed in this town and I grew up where I was still at, learning to appreciate my town, but not nearly enough as I would when I was forced to move away when it was exactly what made me happy. I was moved here..to this ghost town of memories, I feel left behind almost and i'm not so upset about that right now, but that fact that my first working amazing relationship might be ruined before it can last.

She has an 80% chance (if not more) of moving across the country due to her dad getting a high paying job because his current one is unsecured. Her entire family is psyched to move. But she cries at least 3 times a day upon learning the news. She is the ONLY reason I can stand this fucking town and if she leaves at the beginning of summer, I don't know what I'm going to do. She is my only friend here basically, the only one I talk to in school, the only one who I see every day and makes me happy.

To be stuck away from all that I now love and appreciate back in my old town with her was alright, but alone? ....God Dammit.

 

lp_shinoda: It's not weird. If she's mature enough for it, who cares? I got together with my 19, almost 20 year old boyfriend when I was 15. And we're still happily together. Who cares about age?

And haha, thanks Dean and Daniel. It's actually a LOT of fun, doing stage crew. I have my first real show this morning. Sweet.

 

thank you^
ill see what i can do

 

Honestly he is getting on my nerves. Shall I let it out on him and hence later suffer the consequences?

 

Aisha: Whatever it's about, I would talk to him about it now, while you're in control of the situation, and you know WHY you're angry. I generally tend to not talk about things, to avoid conflict, and then I just get so pissed at anything and then I blow up irrationally in his face and it turns into something that it didn't have to. I think it's best to try to talk things out early. Good luck.

 

I did. Thanks

 

Need her.Still.