Got Something You Want To Let Out Part 2

I just found out the girl ive just spent 2 years 7 months with cheated on me, what a bitch. Now im sat here listening to Eminem's Kim, think i should see some head doctor b4 i do summit ill regret

 

It's amazing how disconnected I feel from people.

 

And now they've broken up again . I do not understand...

 

Why did I just spend all night in a bed with her? We woke up in the morning when our other friends who were there pulled the sheets off. Turns out we somehow ended up wrapped round each other and holding hands in our sleep.
Odd. I've never considered this girl at all, it's not really like me to be in a situation like that.

 

Okay, now put it away.

 

I just subscribed to Gamefly, so Im going to rent it

 

Damn, why am I so tired all the time?

 

ever had that feling where you just need to scream..well i have that feeling now

 

I sincerely hope every bad thing that can happen in life happens to this dipshit.

 

My 17-year-old cousin is pregnant and her dumbass mother thinks it's the greatest thing in the world. What a fucking moron.

 

Whoa.

 

I can hardly speak, cos my throat is that sore.

 

Is that why you were 'venting'?

 

So I just sent this as a message to her boyfriend on MySpace...

This needed to be, said, in my opinion. I'm sick of fighting with somone I don't even know, just because I am friends with his girlfriend. It's fucking bullshit that he has an issue with me, just because I never said hi to him and don't ever want to talk to him. I never wanted to in the first place just because of all of what's happening now. I'm just sick of the fighting, it's stupid high school shit. I can't even have fun with her knowing he's going to be emo about the entire thing.

So I'm just going to quit talking to her to save everyone the trouble. I'll go to work, earn my money, play my Madden, and drink my beer. I don't need this.

 

I shouldnt have never let her walk out of my life...
i want her back
damn im stupid

 

Seriously, don't stand so close to me, I will smell your hair...

 

I like my colleagues, in fact, I can't wish for better ones. But honestly, I don't feel the need at all to see them outside of work. When I don't work I enjoy my own time the way I want, but they keep inviting me for stuff and I keep declining it, and it makes me feel bad. I'm running out of excuses, and I already told one of my colleagues that I'm not outgoing at all and she said that it's okay. I get the feeling she thinks of it as a problem for me though because she still keeps throwing these invitations at me, but I like the way I am, I like how I'm not bored when I'm alone. I don't want to spend my free time on other people, my free time is for me and Maxime, not for others. I'm tired of declining everything, it makes me feel so bad. o.o