Got Something You Want To Let Out Part 2

Maxime sent his CV to Disney. He's so tired of his office job that he decided he wants something completely different. I'm sure they'll put him in a hotel cause he speaks some dutch, hopefully in my hotel since my dutch colleague is leaving in 2 weeks. Now that'd be awesome.

 

That's awesome! Congrats!

 

Congrats Mali-dear!

Marj: Hope that happens. That'd be pretty awesome.

 

I'm so annoyed. I hate when someone is being hurt emotionally by their partner and then I hate it when they break up and then date someone else and break up and date the same asshole. I mean, they complain that the person was an asshole, and they hated assholes and yet they admitedly go and date that same asshole that the hate. I can't understand how she could make that decision. It doesn't make any sense to me.

 

they never make sense is my conclusion, people always think that others will change and people dont normally change the way you think they will

 

Damn, I've been seeing Josh a LOT recently. And I am...I believe, more in love with him than I ever have been.

I didn't think that that was possible.

 

He doesn't deserve her...she's one of the most amazing girls I've ever met and he's an absolute cunt. He cheated on his last girlfriend at least 5 times (and not all of those occasions were with other girls...) and told her to her face that he loved her. Now after a week and a half of these two going out they've already said they love each other. I hope she doesn't get hurt because she's really special and I think it's a crime against everything I stand for that this prick seems to get away with absolutely everything. I hope karma comes and kicks that fuckers ass.

I should be with her, not him. Call it jealousy if you will, I don't think I could be more resentful of the fact that they're a couple.

 

I hate it when my parents tell me to get off my computer and the net that I solely pay for. I pay $45 to use 5GBs a month, for fuck sake's there's nothing else to do.

 

Damn right! This sucks! :-/

 

i hate when things dnt work out

 

I can't stop thinking about her. Oh my lord, I haven't felt this way in a long time.

 

I miss her =[

 

My mom is such a pain in my God damn ass.

 

english room smells like gas....that could be..kaboom!... XD

 

I'm finding I'm getting bored easily. I can't afford being bored, boredom triggers my depression off and I start to think that I'm going insane, just because I don't see the world as other people do.

My dog has a heart murmur, a really bad one, and we have to make a choice between putting her down or waiting for her life to expire in six months time. I feel so bad for thinking that we should put her down instead of letting the quality of her life slip away.

 

I am going to swallow a knife if the economy does not shape itself back up. I wish I didn't have my meltdown this year. I couldn't work because of it and now that I'm 85% better, I can work but there are no jobs because of the economy. Months and months of looking for jobs and nothing gives. It's absolutely horrible and I fear what will happen if the economy continues to sink.

 

guys im gna write like an apology letter to this girl and i wanna knwo your opinion on it
"Hey Samara
I don’t how to go about what I want to say so I’m going to make it really simple. Well first off I really miss you. I think about you a lot and I regret whatever happened between us and I want what we had back so bad. I know you got a boyfriend now but I just want you back in my life more then anything. No matter what form it comes it. Even if it means only friend. For real this time though, no bullshit, because we have gone through this before and you always say that we will but things go right back to the ways they were before. I really miss talking to you and want us to start talking again. I know you have fully have moved on with your life and that’s fine. You probably don’t care about me anymore but I just want you to know how I feel. If you don’t want to talk to me anymore then just delete me off MySpace because seeing you almost everyday on this damn thing really kills me. I know I’m not perfect but give me one more shot at trying to get you back =[

Love
Jacob"

 

I'm sooo overtired. I have cat hair everywhere on my keyboard, clothes, even up my nose, cos of my sister's stupid cat Whingey. I had to endure a tantrum this morning from an overtired 3 yr old, and I have to look after him all this afternoon while my sister and her partner go out. But I managed to get wireless networks at her place, which I'm at right now, which is all good. I'm just dying for a smoke.

 

Normally I'd be running for the hills if a girl says she "likes" me after only speaking to her for such a short amount of time. But she's nice and pretty cute too, plus I can't really afford to be "picky". *shrugs*

 

This shit is fucking sickening, just sickening and there isn't a damn thing I can do about it.