Got Something You Want To Let Out Part 2

I'm going to be stuck outside in the cold until almost 12. pretty soon.. this is not good.

 

Congrats, Marjolein. <3

@ Penny —
2 months for what, if you don't mind my asking?



I feel so sick.

 

Daniel: That's not right. And as stupid as being removed as a top friend is, it's still significant, in my opinion. She took the time to get rid of you. Stupid, but still means something, I think. I'm sorry she's treating you this way. She seemed so cool...

Azraa: I'm so sorry. <3

Will: Sick as in ill or like, sick as in sick of it? And I'm guessing that Penny was referring to a relationship, as in they've been together for 2 months, but I could be wrong.

Marj, that's amazing. Congratulations to the two of you. I love people who are in love. You made me smile.

Jesse: What's going on? No where to stay or..?

 

I didn't even think of that. But I've just been sick, as in ill. For like, a week now.

 

Yeah. Oh well.

I confronted her about it all last night (just something along the lines of "what the hell have I done, you didn't even say hi") and she lost it. Started telling me about how her friend's been suicidal and such. Which, fair enough, but she could have at least told me she's "busy" or something. Plus that would only explain the not talking, and not the other stuff. Anyway, I at least tried to apologise but all I got was a "you're fucking horrible *block*".

So like I said, I feel kind of bad, but at the same time I don't really care. Gah.

Thanks though.

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Will: Hope you feel better soon dude.

And Marj, congrats!

 

I am worried about my daughter, and how much she struggles in school. Both my husband and I are learning disabled, mine is in math, his is in reading and writing. We were told that this pretty much guaranteed that our children would have issues with learning normally as well.

She's only in second grade, and she already has such a hard time. I feel such guilt over it, because I gave her the problems she has. The only bright point I see is that at least our issues are in different areas, so I can help her with the reading and writing, and my husband handles the math.

I have yet to enroll my son in school, he starts Kindergarten next August. I don't know what is going to happen with him, I hope that it bypasses him.

On top of all that, mental illness also runs in my family, and hasn't skipped a generation on my mom's side in a very long time.

All of it equals out to me being a nervous, guilty wreck. I feel sometimes like I set my children up for failure and major mental issues when they get older, simply because I am their mom.

 

2 months in a relationship


Hope you'll feel better soon.

 

I'm getting so many mixed signals from her, it's ridiculous. But, I've decided to just be nice, be myself, and not open my mouth about how she's acting at all. Just ride the wave.

On a happier note, I'm less than 29 hours from walking out of GameStop with my Guitar Hero World Tour band kit!!!

 

That's probably the best way to deal with it.

And...NERD!!!

 

Fuck these mother fucking piece of God damn shit people I have to deal with in my life. In other words, my "friends".

Go get fucked.

 

What happened? =(

 

Jen, I'm sure you can be a strong mom and help your children 'cause you love them so much! Just encourage them and be at their side!

 

Man...hopefully that went well.

 

I can't believe she made me tell her.

 

thanks vasiab. =)

 

I'm fucking terrible at admitting to a girl (I'm close friends with) that I like her.

 

To everyone.


Azraa I was really sorry to hear about your dad. RIP.

 

I wish I had some time off.

Schooool, wooork, schoool. I wish I had a day off.

 

Today was just awesome

 

not liking anyone it's such an amazing feeling
having your heart broken clearly isn't



all this time, thinking about that bitch, arghhhhh. FUCK YOU