Got Something You Want To Let Out Part 2

With the skirt thing, that's just Josh's way. He says what he thinks. He's not going to lie or cover it up or whatever. I think maybe he could have said it at the end of the night, or something, lol, but whatever. After he said he didn't like it I changed back into my khaki pants. He thought that was annoying. But I didn't want him to think that I looked silly, or KNOW what he didn't like how I looked.

But yeah...what you said does make sense. I'm afraid that if I ask that he might get defensive and not give me an answer. I dunno. If the situation arises again maybe I'll try to wean that in somewhere to see his response. I mean, like, he KNOWS that I would rather hang out with him, but he's always busy. I try to invite him to whatever I do but he's always working so I kinda give up inviting him to some things. And he could be jealous that I have the time for things and he doesn't. It really does make sense. I appreciate your insight on the situation. Thank you honey.

 

I found myself sitting at a table with 7 girls today, I actually managed. Wow.

 

Is that the dress you're wearing in your facebook picture? Because I thought it looked nice.

Chris, if you weren't leaving with at least three of them in your arms I'm not your friend anymore.

 

It's no problem, really.

Like I said, I was just comparing it to a similar situation I was in. I could be completely wrong, but I'm glad I could help out either way.

 

No, that silly dress was for the airshow, when I was being Trudy Truelove. But thank you anyway, haha.

 

I actually felt myself blush really badly there. Oh well, it still looks nice... or maybe you just look nice. I'll go back to my English work now, haha.

 

It's not like we were all drunk and at a bar, Dean.

 

You're such a sweetheart.

 

i talked to her and she blew me off and acted like i didnt exist. there i said it.

I now can get over that stupid bitch once and for all.

 

She's always leading me on. Sometimes I feel like she does it because I turned her down a few times when she really liked me. But about the whole paying for me thing. If we were dating, it would have been different. I wouldnt've gotten mad, but we're just friends. I don't believe she feels that her relationship sucks, but from the things she's told me, I would say so. Maybe she just likes being cheated on and controlled, I dunno.

And the thing with Josh, I just think it's as simple as he's seeing you change, and is a little uncomfortable with it. But he has to realize everyone changes every so often, it comes with the territory. You guys will be alright, though.

 

I didn't realise how hard it would be to get over her, It doesn't help that my best friend called me up to tell me her and her 16 year old BOYfriend are just using each other for sex. And they are going to a theme park next weekend, And she is taking him to see Enter SHikari tomorrow night in Edinburgh with the tickets that i bought for her and myself. Good times all round really.

 

I think I'm sort of chuffed that my best friend's been playing with some friends of his down at school. It's not so much that he never told me about it, it's the fact that he and I already have two musical projects of our own. These new guys better not Yoko Ono the bands we've got going on already.

 

So you call me while your boyfriend is sleeping, and then leave when he wakes up?

Shady.

 

I'm sorry, Johnny...

 

Definitely shady.

 

I feel crap...

 

I hope you mean that you feel like crap...

 

True, then I'd be expecting all seven.

 

This is...completely fucked up.