Got Something You Want To Let Out Part 2

Going to see my grandmother at the hostpital on tuesday.

 

I hope she'll be better very soon.

 

For the first time in.. 8 years or something I'm not really happy with the way that I live and doing stuff.

I mean, I'm happy with the way that I live. I work, I go to school, I go out and every night I have an amazing night, parents who are really cool and laid back. But.. all I do is sleep, work and sit behind the PC. I could workout, taking a walk, riding on my bycicle to God knows where, you know.. some healthier stuff A girl I liked said I wasnt her type because all I do sitting infront of the PC, playing the Xbox and stuff and I kinda realised that I she's actually right. Sure, not ALL girls are like her and I know that alot of girls dont care about gaming but even besides that I want to live healthier, work out and stuff.

Meh, could be just a phase.

 

Motherfuck, do I HATE horrors.

 

maxime's movie?

 

Yes and I didn't even made it to the torture part but I'm already nauseus.

 

Thanks baby

So now I'm completely turned away from the tv, with loud classical music in the headphones.

 

that should calm you down or watch a comedy movie and you'll be fine in no time.

 

I seem to have mixed emotions. All the time.

 

What's up?

 

Nothing really. I just never know what I want.

 

Ah. Like me then.

 

This sucks.

Both my best friends left for college and all I hear about is how awesome their new living arrangements are.

One of them is going to Kent State and lives in Centennial C, and he's got his own room to himself. It's the size of a normal dorm room but it's considered a "single" and he's in there by himself, plus he's got a full bathroom. He can pretty much do what he wants there.

The other one is going to Slippery Rock and is living in a townhouse with three other guys, but he's also got his own room -- and a full bathroom -- to himself.

Meanwhile, I'm still stuck here, sharing a room with my sister, who is the single most annoying person mankind has ever known.

I hate it here. I need to get out.

I'm looking into taking online-only classes this semester so I can stay a week or two with one of my buddies, just to get out of this place.

I can't take it anymore.

 

sorry Will, but my sister is the most annoying person mankind has ever known.

 

I am actually

 

*highloserfive*

 

Well, when we talked on Friday, it was more yelling and me getting really upset, but he got my drift, apparently. That conversation did NOT end well, but, he called me today and told me that he's not moving in with her. Either he thought about my side or something else happened, but whatever it is, I'm very pleased.

To be honest, after talking through it with him on Friday, I can see his side. She's a good friend that he can depend on to get rent in and whatnot, and it makes it easier to make rent. That I can see. I was just freaked out because I don't KNOW her, ya know? But I was actually to the point where I could consider re-evaluating the situation if I met her.

I'm glad it didn't come to that. Phew.