Got Something You Want To Let Out Part 2

I know. I'm just glad I'm fully covered from my work benifits. I'm always either getting hurt some way or getting sick or whatever.

 

Yeah like I said, you clearly have these symptoms. I think you should go to a doctor, maybe you're over worked because I always see you typing how much work you have. You don't want to get a burn-out. =/

 

Dentist and gyn appt ftfl.

 

Thanks, Marj. Out all of those symptoms you posted, I have experienced about 3/4 of them. And even though I do work a lot, in a sense I only work 12-14 days out of an entire month, but the days I do work are 12-hour shifts, 2-3 days in a row.

Both my parents have experienced anxiety attacks as well through their lives. Could it be hereditary?

 

Isn't there any way that you can spread your days out? It's not good to be working your ass off the one day and the other one there's nothing to do.

http://www.npadnews.com/faqs.asp#q6

It's the 6th question...I know I must have it from my dad, so it must be like that.

 

No, everyone is on a certain schedule. 2 days on, 2 days off, 3 days on, 2 days off, 2 days on, 3 days off. I've been there for two months and it's been fine up until the last 2 weeks or so. I have a hard time falling asleep, and usually don't do so until between 9am and 12pm, and I wake up between 4pm and 9pm. And I'm always hungry, too. No matter how much I eat, I never feel full anymore and I really don't like that.

 

That schedule doesn't look nice, at all. I don't know, I don't think you should stay there if it makes your health all weird, health goes before anything. Maybe you should look out for another job while working this one, cause well, the money has to keep coming ofcourse.

 

I know, but I need the money. I'm trying to get back up on my feet after have double surgery over the winter and then getting laid off from my job. It's a tall hill to climb. I really don't know why they have the scheduling like that. They've only had it for a few years and they think everyone likes it, which hardly anyone does. The place isn't that bad. I dunno, I'd rather work 4 12-hour days a week and then have my weekends off. It'd be better to have a consistant schedule, where you work and have the same days off every week.

 

If hardly anyone likes it, why don't you all go and discuss it with the boss? Ask your colleagues if they also experience anxiety attacks, tell your boss about it. It can't continue like that.

 

I get sleep paralysis quite often, actually. I experience the hallucinations too, and I completely understand why they would creep you out. A couple weeks ago I swore I saw a giant spider on my bed, haha.

Have you been really stressed out or sleep deprived lately? I've heard that can often be the cause of it.

 

haha @ Internet doctors

 

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edit: I'm not even gonna wait for your reply. Sometimes I get panic attacks and if I see someone on here experiencing the same thing, I tell the person about it and I try to help (as I'm sure anyone else would do), because we're a community, we're all friends. I doubt you'll ever get friends here with your superior attitude though.

If you have nothing nice to say, then don't say it at all.

 

That's crazy. My customers have similar shifts and I do not envy them in the least.

 

Quit being a jerk.

 

I hate that I'm a female, because now I'm starting to feel extra emotional and I'm still sorting my freaking mind out.

Dammit to hell.

But at least I addressed a main concern to Josh, that I've been kinda withholding, (so as not to piss him off because I'm a baby and I hate confrontation) and he reassured me in that way.

Shouldn't love be easy? It's so easy to love him, no question, but it's so hard to be sure. Plus I don't feel very confidently about myself so I think that I'm not good enough. But I need to not think like that.

I just need to trust in him 100%. I'm more like 80% right now.

 

I'm so close to snapping, and saying fuck everyone. I'm so sick and tired of people, and being used, and not being able to show my true potential.

 

Way out of line.

We all try to help each other out here, and if you want to make fun of it, please just get out and make it easier on the rest of us.

 

well said offa.

 

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Not a big place for humor, We're not Internet Doctors, We're as offa said, We're here to help each other out and Support each other, Not Evaluate symptoms and prescribe medicine. We're also not phycologists. As I said, We're just helping each other out by coping with a social or emotional or health issue. I could say this thread is about " Anything you want to let out" And therefore you're saying is legitimate, Saying how you laugh at Internet Doctors posting at Other forums or pages or comment boxes, or ect.

Besides; If we were Internet Doctors, Alot of people would jokingly Refer to Weed for Stress, Alcohol for Social or ....um, trouble-making and Depression? Porn would be a good remedy to loneliness, temporarily.



I had that to let out, and I said it.

 

wow. you're a prick

[and it's not about anyone on here, actually]