Got Something You Want To Let Out Part 2

Yeah, I'm trying to find her phone number, because I think I've actually got it somewhere, and I'm gonna try and call her when I find it. I've called her before, several times, and I dunno why I didn't think of it till someone else mentioned it.

It's strange, yeah, but seriously, I've been talking to this girl for 2+ years, like I said. We've talked about pretty much everything, and she's always been there for me, just like I've always been there for her.

It's kinda complicated, but it just is the way it is. I can't change how I feel.

 

I know what you mean there man. You really can't change how you feel, it's just how it is sometimes, you feel the way you feel and no matter if you aren't able to understand it, you're powerless to stop feeling a certain way. I still talk to someone I know (firstly) online for like 4 and a half years.

 

Good luck.

 

At the rate my band's going, we might be able to start playing out next month. I'm so fucking happy, you don't even understand.

@Derek
Good luck, dude.

 

My mom, God she's such a fucking bitch. I can't fucking stand her.

 

I'm getting so tired of the club and party....I think I do it mostly just to please a certain someone but now I'm beginning to realize how much I've held this person on a pedestal and how much I've let them influence some of my decisions. I hate the fact that I've come to realize how pointless my infatuation has become because the person I care for will never look at me the way I look at them. Unrequited love sucks and I wish there was a way to get rid of the fear of rejection or ironically the fear of comittment. It sucks when you can be with someone great yet all you want is the one person who doesn't want YOU.

 

I hate how half my friends feel the need to get girls drunk and sleep with them. It's really annoying, especially when they do it to girls who actually are innocent and aren't complete and total skanks.

 

Never doubt your instincts. I did, and this is where I am now.

Lying and cheating, for a year. He's never been true.

 

Thank God you're on AIM. I'm so sorry love. <333

Any time you want to talk, I'm here.

 

Wow.

edit: for some reason it posted that before I'd finished typing.

I'd give you a really big one right now if I could, haha. I am really really sorry to hear, and if you ever need to talk just pm me or go on msn or facebook or whatever.

 

Thank you both.

I just never thought that anyone could be that cold. Sure, people cheat, but the entire time? With 15-20 different girls?

I'm still in shock.

 

That's ridiculous.
What scum.
Try not to feel too down hey? Just be angry with the miserable bastard.

Evidently he doesn't deserve you anyway, cliche as that may be.

 

I know. I was angry last night, but I'm sad again. The anxiety meds my mom gave me wore off. Once I get over sad, I need to pay him a visit.

Edit: Your sig, "RIP CALE"...?

 

He didn't die, he got banned lol.

 

Just in relation to the whole banning thing, nothing else. Not that I'm bringing that up :

Oh pay him a visit alright... got any tough looking mates?

 

Oh, hahaha, my bad. And no, Josh could easily beat up all of my friends. He's got some crazy martial arts training, in Japan. But I personally need to do it.

 

Wow.

What Harlz said. You're about a million times better than him if that's the case.

 

Yeah that's fair enough.
Get it all off your chest

 

I seriously am shocked.

Arlene, I don't know why anyone would want to cheat on you with one other girl, let alone that many.