Got Something You Want To Let Out Part 2

I DO NOT FUCKING UNDERSTAND IT! I know him, he's a complete asshole!! And yet every girl he meets is like "Omg you're so awesome I love you" and so on. And it just gets on my fucking nerves because I tell them, the stupid things and evil things that he has done. And they still fall for him and he has a finance and I mean what the FUCK? People like him piss me off.

 

I'm sick as fuck, she won't give me the time of day, and I don't care about either one right now.

Music is such an amazing way to forget about everything. The only reason I'm not pissed off right now is that I've been playing guitar every day. Fascinating.

 

my so called boyfriend. is an ass. once again.
he made me feel horrible on my birthday yesterday! i can understand he wanted to be with me all day, because we were together on his all day but i made plans with my friends from work. i got out earlier than a few of them so i went home and hung out with the bf. he got pissed cause i was like well you should get going he said i was ditching him for another guy. i was like no i told you the night before i was going out with a few friends. and he flipped he is still flippin out. he drives me crazy.

 

Fuck my dad is useless!

 

If I were to guess, he's flipping out and getting paranoid because he's doing things behind your back. He has no reason to be thinking that you'd be going out with another guy, so if that's the first place he jumps, there's probably a reason for it.

 

Congratulations, Marj!

 

Yay!

 

i know right!
:/

 

im excited though concert tonight! and he wont be there so I wont have any drama!
But he's gunna "party" tonight and if SHE is there....rawrrr.

 

I've spent so much time trying to get out of the rut I was in that I haven't been studying like I should. Granted, I still have some of time, but that's pointless if I don't use it correctly. I do really well when I apply myself, but I always seem to procrastinate until the last minute, which makes me do poorly. If I don't get my act together soon, I'm going to fail that test.

I always fucking do this.

 

I walked into his room to get my bathing suit 'cause i'll probably need it this weekend, and i saw a picture of him and her... together...
One of those types of pictures that's taken in a photobooth in a mall or something. The last picture was of her kissing his cheek. And the whole strip of photos was in front of the picture of him and i... It covered our faces...


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I hate them both sometimes... *screams with hurt and anger... -punches a wall..*



but then someone else said they thought i was beautiful.. I can't stop smiling.

 

I can't contain this excitement for tomorrow much longer.

To see those brown eyes once more....
I can't wait.

 

It's time to roll up and ball into a corner and let the everything leave behind..

 

Have fun at your concert!

 

brokenLP: Sounds to me like you need to take action on the situation. I have no idea why you're dealing with his bullshit, it sounds to me that he's clingy and doesn't trust you at all. You deserve better. Relationships need to have a strong foundation of trust. They HAVE to, to work out.

 

OMG...I've got an interview....in half an hour...stress is over whelming me...

 

Job interview?

Either way, don't worry! Keep yourself calm, you'll do fine. Just be yourself, be polite and look confident of yourself. You can do it!

 

not for a job..an interview for busary.....oh & it was soo fucked up..my grand father came with & wanted 2 talk for me soo i had 2 in a polite way shut him up....fuckk i dnt think im gonna get this thing...

 

I know I want it to work. He says he trusts me but I dont trust him.