Got Something You Want To Let Out Part 2

One of my best friend's and his girlfriend make me mad every time I'm around them. All they do is fight over the most pointless things you couldn't think of.

Like, the other day, she asked him to put the window up in the car because she was cold, and he told her he wasn't moving (which would cause airflow), but there was still a pretty strong wind blowing in the car anyway, and when she asked him again, he got pissed off about it. It was seriously ridiculous.

Next time they start fighting around me, I'm laying down the fucking law.

 

Ipod = Ipoop.

Please, I'm tired of uninformed debates on whats better.

Uuuugghhhh

 

Why do I have to freak out over the littlest things? Ugh.

 

Probably because you're parents do it, and it's become a habit. It's catching you know.

 

He tells me what I want to hear. I want to believe him but I cant. The trust is gone he lies to much. He flirts around he's on the 3rd girl. The 3rd time he made someone fall for him while I was with him. We've been together for 10 months. She told him she loved him! Then he goes and gives her hope.
We hung out until 11. He told me he was going to tylers afterwards. I texted tyler and what do you know he wasnt there. He came over the next day. He went outside and left his phone in my room. He text messages arent my business. I'm glad I read them. The words "she didn't fuck up I cant do it yet" in other words I didnt do anything to make him break up with me (we do fight a lot) It showed me he didnt want me. After the fighting. He acts like nothing happened. He goes on telling me he wants to spend his life with me. I did see it I really thought he was the one. All this time I'm being used and played with. I dont know what to do. He made me decide last night if I wanted to be with him and he was like pushing me so I said yes. But. I wanted to say no. I'm in a mess.
Also.
My ex moved away last summer he has visited a few times but we never saw each other. We were together for about 7 months. It ended it because we couldn't handle the distance. He comes to visit on the 18th I took off work. We're actually hanging out. Im nervous, happy, scared. What if the feelings come back?
Gosh.

 

Wow. If I wasn't walkin' on air right now I'd probably be a total bitch about something. Sheesh, my old friends suck so much. I think I'll do the immature "fuck you" and replace my top friends on myspace now seeing as 3 of them shouldn't even be there anymore.

Besides that, I had an unbelievable 21st birthday. It could not have gone more perfect. So for that I am happy.

 

@brokenlp: Guys like that are fucking assholes (to be blunt). You need to get away from him and stop believing his lies because no matter how much it may hurt at first, its not worth putting yourself through that. If he goes off and flirts with other girls and gets them to love him and then lies to you about where he goes, he's not worth your time at all. I know it's hard to do but you need to end the relationship and explore your other options because you can find someone much better than that.

 

He hasnt always been like that either. We did break about for about a month and then got back together. He changed since then. I just dont know how to let him go.

 

Breaking up hurts so much.

 

I seem to never be able to Get a Girl. I have ALWAYS been the one who gets shit on, and Nothing is really the matter right now but after a while it just builds up so I have to let it out somewhere, this is the best place really.

I don't understand How or why the Asshole guys that really don't care enough about their significant other, ALWAYS get the Girls who DESERVE someone better and are Really great inside and out.
I LOVE knowing that I did something to show a girl that I care, being there for them, Maybe if they are involved in A Event and just coming to see them perform that said event shows that you Care, stuff like that, I take pride in how I treat people. Is this world So Fucked up that all the girls who say they Want a "Nice Guy" or "Just someone who will treat them right" Not follow through when the chance is right in front of their eyes.

Yes I have some problems Socializing In public but thats not technically my fault.
Just because I'm not the Badass who tries to Be funny by acting like "Getting in trouble" or "Making a Scene" is cool, Doesnt mean I can't have fun, Mature fun. Theres more to me than I share Everywhere I go. You just have to ask.

/rant

 

thanks i don't have to rant because you did it for me. Story of my life.

 

I know what your saying.
I HAD someone better but I let him go to have something less and I dont know why.
Idk i'm afraid to let go.
It sucks.

 

I can't wait for tomorrow morning when I have to go for my job interview. I have the ability to look confident so I'm not too worried. I can only do my best and a nice smile goes a long way. Hopefully I'ma kick their asses.

 

Have we met before? But no, in all seriousness, that's me to a tee as well lol. Go us eh?


@Marj: You can do it, you'll be great.

 

Thanks Daniel!

 

You'll do amazing, I know it.

 

Thanks sweetie

 

You summed it up perfectly. And I know exactly how that is.

and @brokenLP you definately need to break up with that Jerk. Just do it, he's not worth your time.