Got Something You Want To Let Out Part 2

I'm very happy to here that.

Does anyone know how to cure this sickening feeling I have? I know love is probably one of the lesser problems a human being could experience but missing her is fucking tearing me apart and I'd love to know how to deal with it. We tried giving us a break to see if we were better off without one another...that didn't work...we got back together and now, I miss her more than ever. We've just been apart for like...3 hours now...wtf!?

 

Is this Elaine you're talking about?


Just playing. I know exactly what you mean. It's hard. I think you just have to try to bear with it.

 

Why do I always end up being attracted to girls that are unattainable? I mean, this girl that lives at the end of the street is flat out gorgeous, at least in my eyes, and because of that, I'm always intimidated when I try to talk to her to get to know her better. She's a nice girl too, and I'm pretty sure we could at the very least be friends, but seriously, I clam up when I go to talk to her. GAH!

 

I don't think you are attracted to girls who are unattainable. Instead by becoming attracted to them you MAKE them unattainable by getting all nervous.

 

That's very true. And that's the core of it, is that I get so nervous.

 

One night I will slip out of bed, get my 2 biggest butcher knives and cut them into pieces. Every fucking night it's the same old song, they're sitting outside 2 metres away from my bed, screaming, talking, laughing.

 

Obviously, I won't. I'm just really frustrated at night. Sorry.

 

Maxime is gonna buy smelly spray against dogs today. That'll learn them.

 

So yesterday I had to go to a hospitial in Washington D.C. because we get a call that my brother had severe alcohol poisioning. To make a long story short, he's going to be ok. He's lucky though because this could've been...just....I don't know. It just could have been really really really bad.

If that wasn't enough, today marks 1 year that my grandmother passed away. I don't think my mom and I are going to West Chester, PA at the grave site today, but rather on Mother's Day coming up. I'm sure when we're there it'll be difficult. I know last year it was.

 

Leonie is gonna try to finish her studies here, in Paris. That makes me so happy! :'D

 

"She said I can't take this place
I'm leaving it behind

Well she said I can't take this town
I'm leaving you tonight"

That's about how I feel right now..

 

Wish me luck everyone. Later today, if I can, I'm going to go talk to her.

 

I can't stand this depression anymore..

 

good luck, postwhoring pal

 

She's all that I see
and all that I breath

Fuck I am so in love.
Unfortunately it's killing me.

 

To all the boys who think girls are scary to talk to:

Girls also poo, pee, fart, burp, vomit etc. aka they are also human. How would you feel like when a girl comes up to you and shows interest in you? You feel appreciated. Girls feel appreciated when someone shows interest in them, and if it's the kind of girl who thinks you're just downright annoying it means they're bitches and you should probably waste your time on someone else.

I'm just saying, why wasting your time posting in this thread while you could possibly already be with her?

I know, I know, 'but I'm so nervous!', just shove that. You don't want to dwell away over some girl on a forum.

 

EDIT: Wrong thread.

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I'm now really regretting asking this other girl to my prom.

 

I don't think I like girls anymore