Got Something You Want To Let Out Part 2

Today has been the most aggravating day I've ever had. I'm so close to tearing everything around me apart.

 

Second worse saturday. Ever.

 

Ok, for those wondering...it wasn't my fault.

<33 No problem though.

 

Haha yeah, after I saw what I posted it sounded as if you were the reason.

 

Yeah, so...thanks for letting them know.

 

everything's gonna be fine.

 

Josh is absolutley amazing. Just, every time I see him, he always leaves me feeling...amazed. As my signature says, I don't care if I sound corny, this is the most amazing experience I've ever had in my life. I love him more than anything else in the world.

 

That's the type of love i wish i could find, *sighs*

 

Me and you both.

 

I think she's catching on to all my not-so-subtle hints, which basically all say I think I'm wasting my time on her. She hasn't actively tried talking to me in almost a week after going through a period of not-leaving-me-alone the week before. I don't know what I did wrong, but I sure as hell don't even care at this point. The only other thing I've briefly considered is the fact she may feel like she did something wrong and is trying not to overwhelm me by talking to me every three seconds, but I'd prefer she talked to me. Yet it's not like I can just tell her I'd prefer it, since she seems like the kind of girl who knows just what she wants, and if she wanted me, she'd have had me by now.

 

tomorrow

 

Thanks mom for breaking my Warhammer again *sigh*

 

Damn, she's in even worse shape than I thought.

 

I'm tired of trying to help people.
If they just want to complain then let them.
I give up

 

I'm getting real paranoid, like she knows something. And my dreams aren't helping me with my problem neither.

 

I'm sick and tired of all this shit. I hate how he can be an asshole when he's depressed, yet we have to walk on eggshells when we're around him.

He just gave me shit because my sister is extremely rude and woke me up when she knew I couldn't sleep and had been awake all night, and claimed that I'm the one who shouldn't have been awake all night.

Fuck you, asshole.

 

why does monica has to be so fucking pretty

 

I hate people like that.

I hate people like that, too.

 

yes, the fact that she's never gonna be mine. Makes me pissed as fuck.

 

Never say never. That's what I said about this girl, she was my first love. And I ended up going out with her for a bit.